Half-Hearted Lyrics

Let me tell you how I really feel

Man I woke up feeling so well

Got me cheesing cheek to cheek

With a smile on my face

Not knowing which way to take

Should I stay up, way up and find his light

I know that god got my back I'm doing it right

So I'll stay up way up and find his light

I know that god got my back I'm doing it right

It can be a dark world when you feel lonely and out of place

Shut off from the anxiety

Twisting you off to space

Why do you always lie to me

Force me to runaway

It's like right when I needed you

I didn't mean to be the fool

You played like a fiddle so riddle me this bitch

What do you get when tricking someone into that love shit

Crushing their hopes and dreams

Destroying their self-esteem

Well, I've finally had enough and I know that I've had it rough

But I don't give up, I get up

I don't focus on the negatives

I focus on my purpose and shedding the light in all the kids

Who face the same decisions that devastate you so mentally

No medication saving me

Helping me is not an option see

I died a long time ago

My falling out geronimo

And then I thought about my bro

A drug addict bastard who's filled with hopeless disasters

And I don't mean to walk backwards

But see he left me here with nothing but scattered thoughts rushing faster

Back and forth, here we go again

Blaming me until the end

And I don't want to reenact or have to relive this again

When I'm the one who lost and suffers every single day

And you just walk around and act like you haven't ever been this way

But maybe I'm tripping and over-thinking this sentence

Oh did I mention my potential, credentials that aren't essential

The difference with me and you is

I gave a shit about you, but you just disconnected

Neglected facts of my perspective

But what the fuck did I expect when you left home all on your own

Wander off through the night-time not knowing which way to go

Why must you feel the need to just lie to me, I don't know

We'll be brothers until the end

But I'm sorry I had to go

You couldn't handle all the pressure to weather the storm right

You find out just you are when the going gets tough like

The bills are due soon

You watch the full moon

You start to wonder what might happen when everything starts to crumble

So you stumbled and tumbled into that bottle of booze

You started popping pills and stealing shit then flipping it too

I saw the police had done caught you last night, up on the news

To think that nothing lasts forever is just something you had choose

We tried our best with you and nothing else

You stole from me your fucking self

So make excuses, lie through your teeth until you can't speak

I cried, I begged, and pleaded to you

You saw me fall into my lowest defeat

I cried, I begged, and pleaded to you

You watch me fall into my lowest defeat

You lied and lied and lied to me

All for nothing now you're in too deep

Well since you in too deep

Just hear me out

My perspective is something different

Listen to me a minute

This only will take a second

See dad was the one who taught us what being a man should be

The difference between a child and working hard to succeed

He'd be proud of who you are if you just picked up the phone

You caused a lot of hurt and pain and I just need you to know

We tried to find a better way out, but it's starting close

I can't believe that you decided to give up on me now

I want to scream and tell you how bad that you fucked up your life

But that just doesn't seem important when you hate life right

I found that beauty lies within and that patience can be a virtue

Despite of all of our issues

I'm sorry for being hurtful

Let me tell you how I really feel

Man I woke up feeling so well

Got me cheesing cheek to cheek

With a smile on my face

Not knowing which way to take

Should I stay up, way up and find his light

I know that god got my back I'm doing it right

So I'll stay up way up and find his light

I know that god got my back I'm doing it right