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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

Lyrics

I'm a mess

I'm scrolling down my phone cause I'm depressed

I tried therapy just to help me forget

That you made me feel so

Cause now I don't know what I am supposed to do

Even drinking coffee makes me think of you

Cause you were my home all the time

But now you're my worst goodbye


I wanna say I hate you but I'm paralyzed

Drowning in an ocean filled with tears I cried

I think I forgot how to smile

Cause you are my worst goodbye


I'm tryna find my way back to greatness

Walking down the streets tryna see where my fate went

Grinding so hard I'm talking to my mic so I can vent

Had a lot of consequences I gotta face them


I'm visiting my city you know I'm tryna see the gang

I went to all the spots I used to go, now everything has changed

My old friends cut me off I didn't even do a thing

When you got love for somebody you don't need a ring


Only over my dead body

To everybody I know, I'm sorry

Cause it's been hard times

Cause all these years I've been sharing I need to take what mines


I didn't have a girl, I didn't even have no love

Cause if I did right now, I will give her the whole world

I made a million mistakes

You lose a lot when your heart breaks

She be in my dreams

I think about her when I'm awake

They cut you in the heart tryna see what your weakness is

Your mind been scrambling with so much, you don't even know what world you're in

I gotta get this straight

Heartaches, they don't discriminate

Everything around you gotta be good so you can be straight


I'm tryna find my way back to greatness

Walking down the streets tryna see where my fate went

Grinding so hard I'm talking to my mic so I can vent

Had a lot of consequences I gotta face them


I'm visiting my city you know I'm tryna see the gang

I went to all the spots I used to go, now everything has changed

My old friends cut me off I didn't even do a thing

When you got love for somebody you don't need a ring


Only over my dead body

To everybody I know, I'm sorry

Cause it's been hard times

Cause all these years I've been sharing I need to take what mines


Yeah


Strapping up my designers but still ain't happy, nah

Reaching out to the sky know I'm not the only one

When I look around my city, so many broken hearts

Broken faces, lonely people with so many scars


And they know I'm the realest, what they call me

Got a broken past try to not let that shit haunt me

Every day I wake up, broken heart that's tatted on me

Came into this world the same way imma die that's lonely


Everybody claim they real, they not in the end

Every time they say they love me, feel like it was pretend

Only couple people around now that I'm calling my friends

I done taken so much damage still won't fold I won't bend


All this weight up on my chest, it been so heavy

Telling myself just to breathe, hold it steady

Everybody that had switched up, they just don't get me

Told my people leave me 'lone, I'll come back when I'm ready

Ain't tryna be problematic, that's just how I feel, yo

Sometimes don't feel like popping out, but yet I still go

They always looking at me weird just like a scarecrow

See the pain up on my face

I'm smiling? That shit rare now


I'm tryna find my way back to greatness

Walking down the streets tryna see where my fate went

Grinding so hard I'm talking to my mic so I can vent

Had a lot of consequences I gotta face them


I'm visiting my city you know I'm tryna see the gang

I went to all the spots I used to go, now everything has changed

My old friends cut me off I didn't even do a thing

When you got love for somebody you don't need a ring


Only over my dead body

To everybody I know, I'm sorry

Cause it's been hard times

Cause all these years I've been sharing I need to take what mines

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