I'll Start Again Lyrics

You seem to have forgotten exactly what you mean to me

And through it all I just wanted you to want me for me

And I don't want to have to start again

And I don't want to have to start again

Through the laughter, through the tears

And all the blood we shed

And through the nights I spent alone

I still missed your bed

Through sleepless nights and faded dreams in all

I spent most days just waiting on your call

I said some things that came out wrong but that was not my intent

I said I loved you so many times, I still know what it meant

And I don't want to have to start again

And I don't want to have to start again

I know that when I'm by myself I spiral out of control

I know that when I'm by myself I start to unfold

And I know I've got my own problems to solve

And here I thought that you could solve them all

Loneliness caresses me as I start to bend

It cradles me and puts me down as I start to decend

And I don't want to have to start again

And I don't want to have to start again