I Disown Me Lyrics
- Genre:Acoustic
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
I know that you cared
More than what
You showed me
But at times it seemed like
You didn't even know me
And after everything that's happened
It's just thrown me
And after everything
You're gonna just disown me
Well I disown me
I disown me
I give myself to you
I no longer own me
For so many years I prayed
For your touch
And after a little while
We made it as such
And for 15 years we held
That love
Even if for sometime
We didn't see each other that much
And that's all my doing
Something I regret
Letting you go before is something
I'll never forget
Loving you this hard was something
I didn't expect
A love for you was something I
Always kept
I know that you cared
More than what
You showed me
But at times it seemed like
You didn't even know me
And after everything that's happened
It's just thrown me
And after everything
You're gonna just disown me
Well I disown me
I disown me
I give myself to you
I just want you to hold me
What can I say
That I haven't said before
Like how now my heart
Has a gaping hole
Or maybe something about
How you made me whole
Or maybe how I need you to save
My soul
I just hate not knowing
Not knowing what
To do
Wishing I had a plan for all the pain
That ensued
Finding out my whole life has been
Thrown askew
Holding out for hope
That we can
Start anew
I know that you cared
More than what
You showed me
But at times it seemed like
You didn't even know me
And after everything that's happened
It's just thrown me
And after everything
You're gonna just disown me
Well I disown me
I disown me
I give myself to you
It's okay to bemoan me
And if you knew how much
I loved you
And how much I think you
Deserve it too
How if I had the chance
There's so much that I'd undo
And how I know you're sorry
I'm sorry too
I know that you cared
More than what
You showed me
But at times it seemed like
You didn't even know me
And after everything that's happened
It's just thrown me
And after everything
You're gonna just disown me
I disown me
It's all on me
I guess you've outgrown me
It's okay to loathe me