I'm Not Okay Lyrics

I'm not okay

And I don't need to be here

I know you won't miss me

I know you won't care

You'll move on with your life

Say another prayer

While I sit with my heart

In disrepair

And I don't care

It was never meant for me

There's no one to keep me

I hope you live happily

And sadly

As I turn to leave

All of my love

Still doesn't cease

I'll still love you

I'll still hold you

But you don't want that

And I don't want that

If you don't want it

I won't force it

If you don't want that

And I won't want that

Within you without you

A life discontinued

See in a different hue

No one here to rescue

I tried my best too

Sleep is a preview

Back door of the venue

No more miscues

Pain is an illusion

Yet I've been hypnotized

I remained faithful

Now I'm the penalized

Built a whole life around you

And all that I visualized

A tidal wave came in

And now I'm capsized

I'll still love you

I'll still hold you

But you don't want that

And I don't want that

If you don't want it

I won't force it

If you don't want that

And I won't want that

Want to end the pain

And I'm tired of holding on

The more that I pulled you in

The more you became withdrawn

And now I'm the moron

Who let it go on for so long

My heart dead on arrival

I'm still born

I guess soulmate doesn't

Seem to mean life long

So much so my

Whole life has to be redrawn

Forgone conclusion

I wish I could have seen

And now it seems

That I'm just something in between

I'll still love you

I'll still hold you

But you don't want that

And I don't want that

If you don't want it

I won't force it

If you don't want that

And I won't want that

Feel like there's more to say

But I guess it's simple as that

All the love I give

And I still fall flat

And I fought so hard to

Keep you by my side

And my pride took a beating

And it just intensified

And now I'm inside

Where I'll probably stay

Until you call me up

And I'll be there straight away

Ready to love you

Despite everything else

Because I'll always love you

More than I love myself

I'll still love you

I'll still hold you

But you don't want that

And I don't want that

If you don't want it

I won't force it

And you don't want that

And I won't want that