cursed Lyrics

I'd take it all back if I could

Actually don't feel like I would

All my life I wanted to be understood

I could say fuck it but it doesn't meant I should

Every day feels like I'm worse

Still everyday I just feel cursed

Struggle for ideas, feels like nothing works

I'm turning pages but it feels like the reverse

I only want to feel secure

Feel like victory is finally ensured

Most days I wonder if it's gonna be my turn

I don't know what I'll do if that never occurs

I lie face down in my bed

I cry and struggle to end

I think that I should just quit

But I worked so hard just to ascend

I already upended my life

What changes did I get right?

Lose my grip from the go

I just hit a new low

For reasons that I'm acting off

I can't fuck up my strife

Hope this changes my life

Just for you I know I could

I'm losing all of my focus

Anxiety is keeping me from all my friends that's so bogus

I thought I left it all behind but when my problems followed me that's when I finally took notice

I'd take it all back if I could

Actually don't feel like I would

All my life I wanted to be understood

I could say fuck it but it doesn't meant I should

Every day feels like I'm worse

Still everyday I just feel cursed

Struggle for ideas, feels like nothing works

I made good changes but it feels like the reverse

I'd take it all back if I could

Actually don't feel like I would

All my life I wanted to be understood

I could say fuck it but it doesn't meant I should