volumes Lyrics

I might have slipped & fell & crashed it out, and into the ground

Deleted pictures, vocal cracks, you're out to silence the sound

Wasn't oblivious, I hit my limitations

In the trickiest of bullshit situations further descending south

My willingness to live with this is hid by early deadlines

But this significance is ruptured, already burning out

So watch me burn up all these bridges when I need them the most

I couldn't turn up at the function, before I met the host

This situation got my head 6 feet under past the coast

Wasn't aware that my despair won't speak no volumes at home

I'm self sabotaging, rotting every weekend alone

Blow up your phone, when I feel broken down & in need of hope

It's not healthy & i know that, but I need it to cope

But what bothers me, we'll talk about it later

So you said I was your man but go & cancel all our plans

I feel abandoned, it's insanity, you left me when I needed your help

I'm not a fan of it, I trampled on our standing

While the last thing that I needed was to lose you through these stages of hell

Or maybe I'm just overthinking shit again,

I have this habit, I go stagnant when I feel defeated & overwhelmed

It doesn't help that I've gone static even under your spell

Broke out my shell, I wish you well, & while I'm here

Just know I won't say I'm okay with it, but that I understand

It's just that every time we talk it out you say you'll treat me better but don't

And realistically, I knew you weren't part of the plan

Dont need you falling out of love now, but I severed the rope

So why am I so unsurprised by what you said on the phone?

Am I just victimizing every situation I go through

I've gone manic & I panic, questioning where it broke

I won't demand you make a plan, but when will you make it home?