cressida & castor ft. Kara MacKinlay Lyrics

I drove the wrong way, travelled directions, up on my own pace

I'll let our song play, flattered complexion, up on a Sunday

Some days, I take prescriptions, before the runway

Try sayin', I'll be the victim, I'll be it always

Take this broken heart, don't you fix it, don't need a patch

I said break our life apart, you've been bitching, I felt attacked

I said, take my life, it's art, leave the snitchin' up in the past

I meant, look my eyes, it's stardom, I'm itchin' to take you back

These empty moments, play their tax on me like governments

These words you told, the lies, the taste warrants a double mint

Promises you hold me to, wasted, I did the opposite

Find myself, I told you I'd stay as long as you fuckin' did

Played me for a puppet, cause shuppet turned to a bane

Evolution of a muppet, said shut it, and play the game

If I lose you to another, say fuck it, I'll fade away

But when I trade you for the mother of he who shall not be named

It's been a whole two years, and I swear it's been a waste

I felt a heart that's full of fears, it's a gamble like poker face

And if I told you all my secrets, you're all I'll ever confide in

You're the only thing that made through the system that you would hide in

I can't hear you screaming, the silence is all I hear

Ever since, the nights I'd dream of the Friday I dropped the tears

And when you dug me out my deepest depressions, I will confide in

Every empty second, won't mention where I've been hiding

Some nights, I feel disconnected, you think I'm in just for fun

It's like I told you that's over, I triggered sum' like a grudge

I've drowned my hell in this beverage, could you believe that I'm drunk

I know you hate that I'm a stoner, I've never been one to judge

Spent my life reflecting on sections I need improvement

Rented time, expecting the message to make a nuisance

Read my mind, detected intentions, to raise the roof

But in the bed of my apartment, you left me to break the news quick

Told my story, too many times, best sell me like chapters

One and only, you and me like cressida and castor

If I die tonight, screw it, heaven don't need a bastard

Out of zone, I knew it, spent two years of my life plastered

It's been a whole two years, and I swear it's all been a waste

I felt a heart that's full of fears, it's a gamble, like poker face

And if I told you all my secrets, you're all I'll ever confide in

Only thing that made through the system that you would hide in

I could hear you screaming, the silence is all I hear

Ever since, the nights I'd dream of the Friday I dropped the tears

And when you dug me out my deepest depressions, I will confide in

Every empty second, won't mention where I've been hiding

I know you see me as the villain in our story

But trust me it's never easy letting go

I had to let you go

We fell in love in the right place, at the wrong time

I'll never forget the look in your eyes

When I broke your heart

Oh how that broke my heart

I don't ever expect you to forgive me

For the years I led you to believe

You were the one

But you were never the one

It's been a whole two years, and I swear it's all been a waste

I felt a heart that's full of fears, it's a gamble, like poker face

And if I told you all my secrets, you're all I'll ever confide in

Only thing that made through the system that you would hide in

I could hear you screaming, the silence is all I hear

Ever since, the nights I'd dream of the Friday I dropped the tears

And when you dug me out my deepest depressions, I will confide in

Every empty second, won't mention where I've been hiding