Evil Bearer Lyrics

Breathing in

Breathing out

Breathing strong

Without doubt

Then the fear

Then the terror

Gasp for air

At the evil bearer

Coming at you

Coming for you

Wanting your sweetness

Wanting your innocence

Then he tore you

Ripping your strength

Tearing your power

Coming down on you

From his mighty tower

Whimper in silence

For outbursts mean death

Close off your soul

Before there's nothing left

Help me know

Help me believe

That I'm just as I was

Body just leave

I'm dead inside now

But my mind doesn't know

I've run out of sight

A familiar show

But now I am grown

And there's no focus with you

I search from my hideout

For what I should do

Maybe it's over

And I'll never connect

With a place that feels safe

All my confidence wrecked

Where are my senses

They're jumbled all round

My fear is my love

And my soul can't be found

Help me, oh please

To dig past these wounds

Into a present

No longer marooned

This island of aloneness

Is too hard to bear

I can't face the pain

Nothing seems fair

If I am rescued

Then what

I've been so long away

How will I adjust

Can you convince me to stay

I realize the consequence

A life all alone

But isn't it safer

Than the life I have known

Help me make sense of it

Lost beauty in touch

And where's the hope in my heart

Is that asking too much