What About Me Lyrics

I'm floating miles away, trying to keep my eyes awake

Trying to keep my mental state up, from where my demons lay

Trying not to die today, guess it's turning out okay

Things could be better, but better things are on the way

Stressing about the future, but the future's such a little thing

The present is a present that presents us opportunities

The world is before us, and it's full of all these mysteries

Just think about the life you live, and all its possibilities

Why are you afraid of heights? Why are you afraid of life

Why are you afraid that you might just turn out alright

Open up your wings and fly, let the peace release your mind

Let the love destroy the hate, and change the way you feel inside

The joy that you haven't seen, the dark that makes you feel weak

The feeling that you can't be free, the pain that comes and makes you weep

The nights that you can't fall asleep, if you think you dug too deep

You got to know just like the snow, it's here temporarily

Don't let the fear destroy your wants, tell the demons you're on top

Show them all that you're a god, and they can never make you stop

Never let your dreams get lost, always keep the better thoughts up

Close and personal, always keep them in the front

Whenever times get tough, when you think you've given up

When you say you've had enough, when you're losing all your love

You got to smile through the sadness, through the hurt and through the madness

Through the pain and through the gashes, repair your heart and then you're laughing, yeah

But what about me

But what about me

Yeah, yeah, yeah

See I'm not like you, I'm depressed as fuck

Hated every single day that I've ever woken up

Just because I'm Irish doesn't mean that I have any luck

A conduit conducting mad thoughts, cause I don't feel loved

I can't get a moment of peace, these thoughts betray me

Anytime I get real close, those people play me

Stressed about every part of life on the daily

Only chance I have to be alive is in my daydreams

I am just a product to be used to show anxiety

I am not a person, no emotions are inside of me

I am not a spirit, cause I don't know what I believe

Only thing I know for sure, we all will die eventually

I can never take my own advice, I don't believe myself

Trying so hard to help others get up out the hell

Trying so hard to reach out and give them all some help

At the same time I'm still struggling with all my doubts

Fixated on the problems, I can never find the answers

Always searching for solutions, but I end up going backwards

Never finding what I'm looking for, this search is a disaster

I'll lie and say I found some peace, then drown in sorrow after

Happiness I'll never find, I'll never live a stress free life

all that I can do is fight, never knowing what is right

When darkness covers up my eyes, when I decide that it's my time

When voices say it ends tonight, accept my fate I'll be alright

But what about me

But what about me