Death Lyrics

I'm fuckin' sick in the head, in my mental is dread

Health isn't the best, I really should've been dead

So the plan is instead I just live with regrets

With a hole in my heart and a weight on my chest

I am not the man you think you're looking at

I'm the man that makes me hate the man that's always looking back

Through the mirror it's no clearer, I can't see where I'll be at

It's like scrying through the ball, but it's only pitch black

What's up with that

Haunted all of my life, never had peace of mind

Always fighting with time, it seems I'm lagging behind

The same thing I despise, I turn into at night

Can't look in his eyes without picking a fight

I'm fuckin' sick in the head, in my mental is dread

Health isn't the best, I really should've been dead

So the plan is instead I just live with regrets

With a broken mind, suffering from things that you said

Stop, now let me talk for a minute

I got demons in my head, and they're fighting with the spirits

Never winning, never losing, watched the start but there's no finish

I am not a soldier in this war, a passerby, a witness

Bring me back to the place where I can say I'm living

So I can watch the happiness fade, cause that's a given

I have never been afraid of what happens when we're buried

Hell or heaven in between, none of that is really scary

I am more afraid of all the things that I have never thought

I am more afraid of all the shit I've known all along

I am more afraid of being found than ever being lost

I am more afraid of staying here forever, I am gone

Cause I'm

Fucking sick in the head, in my mental is dread

Health isn't the best, I really should've been dead

So the plan is instead I just live with regrets

With a hole in my heart and the things that you said