Crushed Dreams Lyrics

I was dreading going to that crackhole for twelve weeks

A number changing is not a valid reason to die

Never has been, and never will be

You've had over 40 years to figure that out

I'm not going in until there's no danger

I'm not going in unless there's a valid reason

Thank you so much for ruining everything

You both KNEW what I could and couldn't do

Thanks for instilling fear and dread about all our lives

instead of anyone TRYING to get rid of the root cause

I was about to actually get something done

I promised the show would go on months ago

And now you're demanding a bloody compromise

I don't care if they find it funny! That's THEIR problem!

I've always known it's impossible to control someone's brain

But RIGHT when you do this, the WEF decides that's false

And you'll be punished for knowing bombs exist

Are you involved? What's going on?

The timing is far too suspicious

And of course, they say it's already happened in China

Who would've guessed!!?

Your presence removes my ability to talk

Your son's a wuss

You have answered for me for my entire life

Every single time you've been wrong

I cannot disappear

I will not become a reset whore

Keeping a number up is not a good reason to keep on living

I need all the time in the day

I have no other desire (be quiet)

I'm so sorry for understanding

What things physically are

You can try to 'fix me'

But no-one ever sees the whole picture

"That's how it's always been" is your excuse

But an excuse isn't always a reason

Try and catch up

There's nothing for me out here

I've no reason to believe we're safe

YOU EVEN SAID I'LL BE ARRESTED

FOR VIBRATING AIR WRONG!!!

Killed my dreams

Killed my motivation

It's the RNG all over again

Would it have been better if I hated Jews?

Maybe someone would've actually shared

Cancer, tech failure for a whole entire year

Everything I've worked on comes crashing down

The next episode of The Problem was meant

to be what I'd promised for years: money!

What is there to be positive about?

I can't find a reason

Oh, I was SO clever(!)

Yeah, because you taught me to read and write before anyone else

It's not my fault that place was run so poorly

It's not yours either, but WHY DOES IT MATTER NOW!!?

What counts as intelligence?

Having numbers be higher than anyone else's over a decade ago?!

Why the fuck do you think that matters NOW!?!

IN 2007 I WAS THREE!!!

I was never 'trying harder than everyone'

The bare minimum stopped being enough

and I didn't realise until it was far too late

'cause immediately THEY TRIED TO CANCEL OUR CAREERS!!!

YOU!! ACTING LIKE I WAS KILLING PEOPLE!!

WHO THE FUCK TOLD YOU MY LEGAL NAME!?!

I WILL NOT GIVE UP MY NAME TO THE FAKER!

YOU HAVE COMPLETELY RUINED MY LIFE!!!

Of all the times for cancer to strike

When I needed there to be no-one around

Shut the fuck up! There is no god!!

We're all slaves to money—meaningless numbers!

That's what it's been this whole time

A fact someone wants to hide

HOW D'YOU STILL EXPECT ME TO PARTICIPATE?!?

I'M SO FUCKING SORRY FOR NEEDING TO JUSTIFY!!

I've always thought it's impossible to control someone's brain

But RIGHT when you did this, the WEF decided that's false

and you'll be locked up for life for frowning

You're supposed to be against that

Look what you've done!

Destroyed everything I've ever worked on

You might as well have killed your own child

THIS IS MY LAST FUCKING STAND!!!

What do you think it's like

For everyone to assume everything wrong

For their thresholds to be terrible

and to know that's possible for the rest of us?

Therapy only works if you want it to

I was sick of being in tears years ago

And that's why you don't see me smile

Also you threatened to evict me

I don't want to die!

The same thing happened to Soph at the same time

Nobody tried to stop him

Trust is a motherfucking myth

My life is in ruins!

If only I COULD be pissed off

You shouldn't need to feel to act

I've not felt emotion since you acted like I chose my legal name

And now you've killed my capability

Nobody out there is ever gonna fix it