Stifled Lyrics

So, what the hell do you call this then?!

Falsified Necessity is meant to be on the way

There's too much going on taking up all my time

Lemme tell you the tale of this EP

Which has been well and truly stifled

First off, for me to make good stuff

I need complete and total silence

The two I live with have no respect for privacy

What they say to get my attention would end up DOXXING US ALL!

Both of 'em have screwed over my plans for years now

One was struck by inherited illness but recovered fine

but she still took six months off to spite me!

AND NOW SHE'S DOING IT AGAIN!!!

Reset whore conversion therapy ruined everything

Pathetic is their threshold of 'violence'

Twice mum tried sending me there to waste all my time

& forced me to ERASE MY WORK, stifling my career!

Does she not WANT the numbers to let her stay alive?!

She would evict me if I released The Problem with Money

Second college made no bloody change at all

and that's another spilling can of worms!

One hundred percent of my time is needed

If I want to get anything actually done well

Standards are dropping worldwide

and now attempted change never goes anywhere

I have got to thank the one who taught me gratitude

It's the one thing I got from that place

But she's so busy she might never know!

How do you employed people function?!

Second college made me make this

Instead of finishing what was actually good:

Humans Don't Have Wings, The Path to Murder

All my time was taken so don't you DARE say I could

First draft, sounds like ass

Relying on others to give me chances

Among contrived diseases, when I was lacking focus

Due to snuffed emotions, a repeat of ten years ago

So of course it just HAD to be there

Where I gave myself false hope that I can feel

Kindness did a hell of a number on me

I want to prove that happiness is real

Almost got proof, when I met a girl

For a moment I stopped taking everything for granted

But for reasons outside my control, NOTHING'S CHANGED!!

I REGRESSED TO APATHETIC EMOTIONLESS SCUM!!!!

Reset whore conversion therapy ruined everything

Pathetic is their threshold of 'violence'

Twice mum tried sending me there to waste all my time

& forced me to ERASE MY WORK, stifling my career!

Does she not WANT the numbers to let her stay alive?!

She would evict me if I released The Problem with Money

Second college made no bloody change at all

Never did anyone condition me to think money should kill!

The result is the abortion of a man's career

Inexplicably that'll lead to death, same for you

Which for some reason you don't fear

How am I supposed to fix that now, being stifled at every step?

The Problem was erased RIGHT before I could make The Problem with Money and STOP THIS HAPPENING!!!

We will never know now if its release would've had any effect

I don't want to leave myself and my sister to die to numbers...

I can't trust anyone in second college because they'll try to get me to do another year just to drive their numbers up!

Stress and loneliness is all I've known for as long as I can remember.

I explained this situation PLENTY of times

In MORE than enough detail for you to know what you had to do

But you didn't do anything

Your inaction is leading two people to their deaths

And countless more will follow if you don't make this kind of situation impossible