Absorb My Identity (Stifled EP Version) Lyrics

Look at this guy! He thinks there's something wrong with the world!

He's clinically retarded though so everything he says is bullshit!

He has the NERVE to want other people to be happy!

He's a cannibal! A psychopath! Maniacal! Unhinged!!

And he's shit at writing lyrics too-

Shut the fuck up! I was on a ridiculous time limit for this!

The amount of stress this has caused me is unfathomable!!

Feel first act later

But the feelings are getting weaker

It won't be long until they're yet again gone

Despite what I've seen apparently that's not normal

I tried to incite change to remove your limitations

Having bullshit like this out there would ruin it all

If I accept what I know you call retardation

It'll absorb my identity AND DISCREDIT ALL I'VE SAID!!

You don't realise it's OK to be wrong

Do you KNOW how infuriating it is to be stripped of my choice!?

The one incentive you tried to give me to 'prove I do have it'

Was to let you fucking use me for your acts of fraud!!

The same reason to send me to reset whore conversion therapy TWICE

IF I'D STUCK WITH IT SOMEONE WOULD'VE DIED!!!

You used this to completely break my fucking spirit

Demotivating your own son leading to your demise!!

How d'you expect him to think there's nothing wrong with his brain

When it's reason for him to DIE in society's eyes!?

In the 'mindset' of the emotionless norm

You have no right to be upset if you have a neurodivergence

LOOK AT YOURSELVES excluding anyone different!

Normal people don't have 'normal' on their lists of feelings

So when someone showed me compassion with no bullshit attached

The effect it had was profound to say the least

I could talk to her about this without hating anything

Whereas the bird-pulling masses drive me to retch!

They actually think inciting hatred in me is helpful! (That includes you!!)

Any trivial trait of mine Uuuu LET THIS RETARD DIE!!

The same person said autists have the best relationships

BULLSHIT!!! WE CAN'T FUCKING TALK!!!!

Everything just slows down and yet it speeds up

Important things happen and I never notice (NEITHER DO YOU!!)

Move onteh' next topic—I'm getting reet bored pal

You wanna get something done for once? Well too fucking bad!

How is knowing supposed to help me in ANY WAY?!

I will not be a tool to drive YOUR number up!

Every single thing that's supposed to be good for me in this regard

has been disincentivised by the way you view your son!

THE ONE WHOSE NAME WAS CHOSEN BY YOU!!

You compared me to uncontrollable cannibalistic beasts

You try to exploit everyone you know for your legally-sanctioned benefit

Did you not know that would lead to fucking murder!!?!

Wait of course you fucking didn't! THIS came out first!!

Another time-wasting college makes it IMPOSSIBLE to do what I CAN

You keep from me the ONE thing I NEED to drive YOUR number up

The ONLY good thing I got from there was feeling normal ONCE!!

That was from a STUDENT and now she's gone!! NOW SHE'S GONE!!!

But maybe it won't be so bad if this turns out to be true and I accept it

She did say I don't have to tell anyone

But the absorption happens beyond our control!

I don't want to do this to prove you right

She said I don't have to tell anyone—I wish I could believe her

Why do people say this doesn't make a difference?!

For everyone who has it it's absorbed their identity!

YOU only ever explain things MONTHS AFTER I NEED TO KNOW

Whereas I FUCKING CITED MY SOURCES THEN AND THERE!!

These lyrics are scatterbrained because YOU'RE always there trying to DOX ME

Every single time I fucking talk!!

I don't want to make this an excuse to let the world die

You destroyed my credibility already by erasing The Problem

So if I get branded clinically retarded IT'LL DROP BELOW ZERO!!!

Oh but at least in my fucked up head it'll be alright

While I use what you've taught me

and completely ignore the looming threat of dropping numbers!

This song has been ruined by time limits