paranormal ft. Zi.M² Lyrics

Damn, AJ

What's wrong

Man

I'm fuckin' fighting demons

I just can't seem to be fuckin' rid of him

Fuck

There's two options, I'll just continue living or I'll pop my shit

Fuck

Ghost of my past self, I've been losing my sanity

Beginning to feel worthless again

The vanity always was there to help

But now there is no hand for me

Wanna put three to my dome like I'm Carmelo Anthony

Hi, my name is AJ, I'm 23 years old

Spent the last five years just tryna find my goal, my purpose

A feeling of discernment

Feel like I got my stripes in this life, shit

Yeah, I earned them

Paranormal, feels like a demon inside of me

Scheming, attaching itself to every problem

And thoughts that I'm thinking

Leading me to these suicidal thoughts

And this fucking drinking hole in my heart like a boat

Man, I'm quickly sinking

Paranormal, feels like a demon inside of me

Scheming, attaching itself to every problem

And thoughts that I'm thinking

Leading me to these suicidal thoughts

And this drinking a hole in my heart like a boat

Man, I'm quickly sinking

Thinking to myself how can I solve these fucking problems

I ain't got no good solutions, so I drink some alcohol, damn

Now I'm alone up in my room and I've been crying

I be thinking to myself, should I die or talk to God

I took a trip off in my mind and I ain't like that shit

I went searching for a memory, couldn't find that shit

It's cause the darkness inside turns words to hieroglyphs

I gotta roll another blunt, it's time to light that shit

Cause it's the only thing that helps me at a time like this

When the evil in my mind makes me breathe high pitch

I don't even remember why I started to drink like this

But if somebody pass the bottle, I'ma sip that shit

I lost my grip on life, this don't feel right

I don't even know who I am at times

Got dark thoughts lurking in the back of my mind

Hey, the demons getting violent, they attack from inside

If you see me out here wilding, say a prayer for me

I am suffering inside

Just look in my eyes

If I said I was okay, just know I probably lied

If I said I was okay, just know I probably lied

Hey, I'm thinking to myself

I can't answer all these fucking problems

I ain't got no good solutions, so I drink some alcohol

Now I'm alone up in my room and I've been crying

I be thinking to myself

Should I die or talk to God

Whoa

Should I die or talk to God

Wait

Hello

God

It's me, AJ

Are you there?