new sight Lyrics

October 24, 2000, I was born in King Daughters, and we called it King Killers, came into a world

So cold that I need a chinchilla, born to Chastity and Christopher Glen, little did

I know all of the trouble I'm in, left the hospital, came to a house in New Sight, a little

Countryside trailer, with no street lights, two older sisters, one was four, and the other

Was two, coming into a life that I can only assume was blue, my mom and my dad was really

Getting along at first, until we moved behind Golden Nugget and he tried putting her in

A hearse, calling her all types of bitches, and all types of fucking hoes, but little

Did he know, that would bite him in his ass, later on now I'm about four, and times are

Getting harder, mama paying all the bills, barely keeping her head above the fucking

Water, the only fucking son, getting raised by a daughter, cause sadly he had a shitty

Ass, motherfucking father, Karla and Kalin, yeah I love y'all so dearly, cause y'all

Turned me into the man I am today, cause little tiny Chris wouldn't know what to do or what

To fucking say, didn't have the balls to stand up to a man, who was beating on his mama

And that leaves me with this trauma, back to the story now, getting old, I'm about

Eight now, fell in love with Eminem, I was always watching eight Mile, that's how I fell

In love with rap and it'll never be the same, now every time that I came home it was different

Shit, with the same style, hammer over the head, chair over the head, table flipped over, I

Couldn't sleep on the bed, rambling thoughts going on through my head, wondering if I'm

Gonna wake up the next morning and my momma dead, every day that I lived there I was

Always scared, went down the street to my grandma crib, just so we could sleep in peace

Tryna pick our family up, piece by fucking piece, piece by fucking piece, every weekend

I would go to my cousin crib just to have some sanity myself, just to figure out there

Was another beating, put up on that shelf a young man can't stand up for his mom, that

Shit really hurt my heart, little did I know when I got older that shit would turn me dark

A little older now 14, I finally stood up to the man, told him you ain't gonna beat

My mama no more, you gon' catch these hands, he threw a glass beer bottle at me, and he

Motherfucking missed, and to end up that knife is what his ass motherfucking kissed, we left

Karma came back and got him, he got cancer, wonder why his family left, he's looking for

All the answers, we got tired of all the bullshit and all the fucking banter, cause my mama

Planted a seed and it's time for me to man up, I'm 23 now with a kid of my own, I ain't never

Gon' have to live in this shitty ass home, and my wife ain't never gon' have to do this shit

Alone, wanna fuck with mine, she call my phone and that's 10 at your dome, and bitch I'm gon

Send you home, and I won't send you home, wanna fuck with mine, cause I was too young

To defend myself then, I got my own now