With My Demons Lyrics

Sitting at my nine to five

Absolutely sleep deprived

Constant thoughts of suicide

I need a fucking break

I'm not even trying to hide

The fact that I am dead inside

Whenever you see me smile

You know that shit is fake

Even when I try to cry

All it does is burn my eyes

Feels like I am paralyzed

I'm going insane

To all the homies by my side

Thanks for being in my life

Hope I'm not a waste time

If so feel free to leave

Flying high with my demons

And it's getting hard to breathe

But I hide behind a mask

So you can't see me when I'm weak

I'm always asking why do I exist

Wondering what the fuck my purpose is

Covered all my wounds with bandages

None have healed and the infection spread

So many thoughts just float inside my head

None of them are ever positive

But I'm scared to show any weaknesses

So I just keep them bottled up instead

I got a Glock in my closet

And it's calling my name

The only way things will change

Is when I'm buried in the grave

I'll make it quick and painless

I don't wanna feel a thing

Anything to drown the voices out

So I can feel at peace

Flying high with my demons

And it's getting hard to breathe

But I hide behind a mask

So you can't see me when I'm weak