To My Younger Self, I'm Sorry Lyrics

This is a letter to my younger self

I hope you're proud of the person we've become

I'm sorry if you don't like what you see

Because everyday I wish we were someone else

I've failed us so many times

But please don't think that I didn't try

I swear I did the best that I could

Just wish I wasn't so blind

You trusted me to catch you

But instead I let you fall

Caused you so much pain and agony

It's all my fucking fault

I relive all my mistakes

With every sip of alcohol

I don't blame you if you hate me

Because that's understandable

I know you're angry

Please forgive me

I couldn't save you

From myself

I can't stop drinking

And overthinking

How I could've saved you

From myself

If mom and dad could see us now

They wouldn't be proud

Yeah we're still making music

But they hate the way it sounds

We feel like such a burden

That no one wants us around

I'm sorry we end up like this

So bruised and beaten down

You can blame it all on me

(How could you do this to us)

I'm the reason we're this way

(You were the one I could trust)

The decisions that I made

(How could you do this to us)

Were the death of you and me

I know you're angry

Please forgive me

I couldn't save you

From myself

I can't stop drinking

And overthinking

How I could've saved you

From myself