Dopamine Lyrics

Every day when I wake up

Another piece of me is missing

Losing parts of who I am

My sanity is slipping

The room is disappearing

What's wrong with my fucking vision

Body is just standing frozen

And I'm stuck in my own prison

I'm so lost

Feel so afraid

My time's run out

I can't be saved

I'm being torn limb from limb

Brain's been cut off at the stem

Even if I'm resurrected

I wouldn't know where to begin

I look up to the sky

And hope somebody's watching over me

I give in to my vices

Just to get a hit of dopamine

Where the fuck did I go wrong?

This ain't how it's supposed to be

But I'm the one to blame

Justice lies within the poetry

I'm absolutely neurotic

I don't know how to stop it

I miss the way I used to be

But now I'm just a byproduct

On the inside it's chaotic

It's borderline demonic

Some think I'm addicted to the pain

As if it were narcotics

I swear I'm trying to change

Trying to salvage what remains

You might think it's a phase

An excuse for me to complain

But I don't know what's real anymore

Don't know what I'm fighting for?

I look up to the sky

And hope somebody's watching over me

I give in to my vices

Just to get a hit of dopamine

Where the fuck did I go wrong?

This ain't how it's supposed to be

But I'm the one to blame

Justice lies within the poetry