ITS NOT EASY Lyrics

It's not easy

Trying to fit in

And it's not easy

I'm just tryna be me

(Tryna be me)

There's been many times

I fell down on the road

Thought I wouldn't make it

But here I am (I am)

No it's not easy

Being the bigger person

(Bigger person)

No it's not easy

It's not easy (easy)

I'm trying to fix me

Wish I could but I can't

It's not easy, easy, easy

It's not easy, easy, easy

It's not easy (easy)

Break my bones

Feed my soul

Do you feel anything

At all (at all)

You broke my heart

Left me alone

Now i'm crying out loud

But nobody is listening to me

Why can't I be the one

And why can't I be forever

Wish I could forget

Why do I always forgive (forgive)

When will I be the one

That somebody needs (needs)

When will I be the one

That somebody wants (wants)

Could've, would've

But I never try

Should've, could've

Spoke my mind

But it's not

It's not easy

Trying to fit in

And it's not easy

I'm just tryna be me

(Tryna be me)

There's been many times

I fell down on the road

Thought I wouldn't make it

But here I am (I am)

No it's not easy

Being the bigger person

(Bigger person)

No it's not easy

It's not easy (easy)

I'm trying to fix me

Wish I could but I can't

It's not easy, easy, easy

It's not easy, easy, easy

It's not easy (easy)

Finding friends

Moving schools

Having to choose

All the damn time

Finding peace

Trusting god (god)

But it's not easy

I do it all the time

I fall in the lines

But I don't know how to explain

What the fucks wrong with me?

(The fucks wrong with me?)

What the fucks

Wrong with my sanity?

Is this a dream?

Or is this really happening?

I don't know, how to feel

When all I do is get hurt

(Get hurt)

And no it's not easy

I ain't really needy

Please tell me otherwise

Do you feel me tonight?

Could've, would've

But I never try

Should've, could've

Spoke my mind

But it's not

It's not easy

Trying to fit in

And it's not easy

I'm just tryna be me

(Tryna be me)

There's been many times

I fell down on the road

Thought I wouldn't make it

But here I am (I am)

No it's not easy

Being the bigger person

(Bigger person)

No it's not easy

It's not easy (easy)

I'm trying to fix me

Wish I could but I can't

It's not easy, easy, easy

It's not easy, easy, easy

It's not easy (easy)

Could've, would've

But I never did try

Should've, could've

Spoke my mind

But it's not easy