ON MY OWN Lyrics

I can't even tell

If this is fake or real

(Mhm)

But i just wanted

To say i'm to hard to

Deal with (with)

And i know

That i'm going blind

But i saw every sign

Of you switching up on me

(Yeah)

I get you,it's tough when

People judge your social life

Heartbreak adds to another layer

People think they know my vibe

But they can't see what's

Truly inside

I'm just waiting to melt down

To my final breath

(Huh)

And i'm just waiting to

Melt down to my last one yet

(Hm)

Yeah

God i really wish

You could help me

But i'm doing this shit

On my own and it's not healthy

(Not healthy)

I don't care about my time

I'm stuck in my head with rhymes

And i'm just sick of healing (healing)

Call me selfish (selfish)

Call me useless (useless)

I'm just tryna grow

Without hating the process

Yeah

Call me crazy (crazy)

Call me stupid (stupid)

But all i wanna do is

Grow without hating

The process

(Hating the process)

Looking in the mirror

Looking at something different (hm)

Looking at something that is

Just so unclear (yeah)

I can't see myself

In a couple years

I'm drowning in my tears

I'm hiding from my fears

I'm searching for the light

In this darkness i reside

Trying to find my way

Back to the person that i

Used to be inside

Am i who i say i am

Am i who they think

I should be, no

Cause

Everyday is the same

Everyday i'm in pain

Think i'm going insane

Think i'm going to be ok

But i'm never sure how

Everything will still be the same

Shit gets harder day by day

I'm doing all the fucked up

Shit on my own

Gotta take it day by day

They say (they say)

Is it true or is it a lie

They just wanna

Kill my vibe (my vibe)

Always hiding inside

I swear i can't be myself

Without the judgement

(Judgement)

Guess i'm just growing

On my own (yeah)

Guess i'm just

Doing all the hardships

On my own

Yes i'm lonely inside

But i guess that's how

I'll truly be forever (mhm)

I guess that's how

It'll be for a while (hm)

Yeah

Maybe one day

I'll be able to

Think back to today

And saw how great

I've changed (changed)

And maybe one day

I'll be alright , ok

God i really wish

You could help me

But i'm doing this shit

On my own and it's not healthy

(Not healthy)

I don't care about my time

I'm stuck in my head with rhymes

And i'm just sick of healing (healing)

Call me selfish (selfish)

Call me useless (useless)

I'm just tryna grow

Without hating the process

Yeah

Call me crazy (crazy)

Call me stupid (stupid)

But all i wanna do is

Grow without hating

The process

(Hating the process)

On my own

I'm on my own

I'm just tryna

Grow

On my own (own)

(Yeah,yeah,yeah)