SUICIDAL Lyrics

In the silence of the night

I'm drowning in my tears

Lost in a world of darkness

Consumed by all my fears

Every breath feels heavy

Like a weight upon my chest

Searching for a glimmer of hope

A moment of rest (of rest)

Wishing i could've been loud

But i'm too silent to talk

Wishing i could hear my screams

But i feel like even if I do

No one would care (would care)

In the darkest corners

Of my soul's abyss

I confront the shadows

That i can't dismiss

But within the depths

A fire starts to ignite

Burning away the fears

Revealing my inner light

Can't stop time

I'm drowning deeper

Than ever (than ever)

I'm drowning farther down

Than ever (than ever)

Farther down than ever

Yeah

I'm only trying

I'm only trying

Trying,trying

I'm only trying

I'm only trying

Trying,trying

I'm only trying

I'm only trying

Trying,trying

Yeah

Said i'm only trying,trying

Said i'm only lying,lying

Said i can't get out,get out

Said i can't get in,get in

I'm using the blade

I wanna cut it deeper

I wanna cut it off (it off)

I'm sorry for thinking

This way but therapy

Wasn't the fucking way

(Fucking way)

Oh i'm suicidal

It's been like this for a while

It's been like this for a

Minute now (minute now)

Suicidal

In the silence of the night

I'm the one by my side

I'm ashamed of myself

I'm disappointed in my

Actions sometimes

Yeah

I'm not ok (ok)

My mind feels like

It's been trapped

And i can't get it out (it out)

I'm not ok

I'm not alright

I've felt his way

Ever since my uncle died

Shit i can't even imagine

A life without my grandpa

Shit i cant imagine

(I can't imagine)

A life like this at all

My demons are hollering

(Hollering)

There callikg in the dead of

Night but i

I'm only trying

I'm only trying

Trying,trying

I'm only trying

I'm only trying

Trying,trying

I'm only trying

I'm only trying

Trying,trying

Yeah

Said i'm only trying,trying

Said i'm only lying,lying

Said i can't get out,get out

Said i can't get in,get in

I'm using the blade

I wanna cut it deeper

I wanna cut it off (it off)

I'm sorry for thinking

This way but therapy

Wasn't the fucking way

(Fucking way)

Oh i'm suicidal

It's been like this for a while

It's been like this for a

Minute now (minute now)

I can't believe how

Fast the time goes

How fast the line flows

Suicidal (suicidal)

Yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Are these drugs worth it

Is this alcohol for it

Yeah

Yeah

I'm only trying my best

I can't go on with no rest

I don't know what to do with

Myself (self)

Yeah myself

Said i'm only trying,trying

Said i'm only lying,lying

Said i can't get out,get out

Said i can't get in,get in

I'm using the blade

I wanna cut it deeper

I wanna cut it off (it off)

I'm sorry for thinking

This way but therapy

Wasn't the fucking way

(Fucking way)

Oh i'm suicidal

It's been like this for a while

It's been like this for a

Minute now (minute now)

I can't believe how

Fast the time goes

How fast the line flows

Suicidal (suicidal)

Yeah