TEENAGE DREAM Lyrics

I remember when i was 14

My uncle passed away

Covid really got him

Wish it got me too

(Wish it got me too)

I lost a few friends

But that's ok i've gotten

Through the pain

I've gotten through it ok

Wish i would've been better

But i seem to be getting

Worse every day (yeah)

Would've gotten stronger

But i seem to be getting weaker

And no one really

Understands me

No matter what i'm

Tryna say, yeah

No one really gets me

Just the way i do

Except for the music

And the rhythm (ah-ah)

Wish i could be someone

That I know i can't be

(Can't be)

Wish i could be something

That i know is too hard to become

(Too hard)

Is this my teenage dream

Is this my teenage fantasy

Is this my teenage dream

Is this my teenage fantasy

So is this really true

Is this really happening

I'm moving on now (now)

I'm on my own now

But i can't i can't

Get it out of my head

I'm trapped inside

I'm locked up in my mind

(Ah-Ah)

It's a fucked up life

It's a fucked up time

Thought i was living large

But seems to all be a lie

(To be a lie)

And yeah i may have

Said some shit to my

Family that i didn't mean

To say , but i did (hm)

So is this a teenage dream?

Wish i would've got my way

Back when i was a younger age

But i'm thankful that i didn't

(No)

Maybe i'll make it to 20

Without the fear of being lonely

Maybe i'll make it to 30

Have a husband and a few pets

(Hm,mmm)

Yeah and i wish

That my teenage years

Were a bit better (bit better)

Instead they were all shit

They all made me hit

(Made me hit)

I'm tryna find myself

I don't wanna lose myself

(Ah-Ah)

No matter how or when

I'm always losing it

And no matter how or where

I'm always overthinking things

Gotta get through the days

(Gotta get through them)

Gotta get through the week

(Gotta get through the week)

Without being afraid

Yeah

Is this my teenage dream

Is this my teenage fantasy

Is this my teenage dream

Is this my teenage fantasy

So is this really true

Is this really happening

I'm moving on now (now)

I'm on my own now

But i can't i can't

Get it out of my head

I'm trapped inside

I'm locked up in my mind

(Ah-Ah)

It's a fucked up life

It's a fucked up time

Thought i was living large

But seems to all be a lie

(To be a lie)

And yeah i may have

Said some shit to my

Family that i didn't mean

To say , but i did (hm)

So is this a teenage dream?

Yeah

I'm 18 now

And i don't even feel

The same anymore

I'm walking my ass out

That door (yeah that door)

Never gonna look back, no

Wishing i could be there

But i'm always here

Never gonna forget the memories

Never gonna forget the ones

Who really loved me (loved me)

I'm stuck laying in my bed

My hearts beating loud

I can't here the sound of my voice

(My own voice)

What happened to being

With me forever (ever)

Guess when you grow older

Things start changing

Just not the way they were

Supposed to (oh-oh)

Just not the way

That they were supposed

To no

So is this really true

Is this really happening

I'm moving on now (now)

I'm on my own now

But i can't i can't

Get it out of my head

I'm trapped inside

I'm locked up in my mind

(Ah-Ah)

It's a fucked up life

It's a fucked up time

Thought i was living large

But seems to all be a lie

(To be a lie)

And yeah i may have

Said some shit to my

Family that i didn't mean

To say , but i did (hm)

So is this a teenage dream?

(Ah-Ah)

(Ah-Ah)

(Ah-Ah)

(Ah-Ah)