It Only Gets Faster From Here Lyrics

All in a haze, but I'm amazed, looking back

Life is a maze, but I'm afraid you won't last

Looking for pain, I done seen things I shouldn't have

Yeah, yeah

All in a haze, but I'm amazed, looking back

Life is a maze, but I'm afraid you won't last

Looking for pain, I done seen things I shouldn't have, yeah

Days that I ain't have a lot in the kitchen

The way that I grew up was poverty ridden

I spit on your badge, fuck all of them bitches

I'm aching for money, gone pardon the itching

We losing our power, no water was dripping

That type of living gon harden the vision

I'm scared of that clock, cause that time always ticking

My mama gave birth to a lottery ticket

Every day I've been going through obstacles

Just keep telling myself that it's possible

Always said I'ma make it, but I don't know

I've been making excuses, a lot of those

When I wake up, like, where did the bottle go

Now the drugs that I'm taking is moderate

My old girl in my ear and she hollering

But that cycle I'm in got me spiraling

I ain't even in my prime yet, I promise

I was always little shy, now I'm shining

I've been trying to get my mind a little mileage

You be saving up dime for the diamonds

You got your money then grow the fuck up

And I'm still smoking with holes in the blunt

Album still playing, bitch, don't interrupt

You got a issue, we throwing or what?

People around me just want me to break

Stand out my own, I've been running this race

Can't be my life that they come to erase

I was four years old with a gun in my face

Why they be shooting at kids

That type of shit just be making me have none

People that live on the edge

Not the ones that should be given a handgun

I got some social anxiety

Walk in the room, I got eyes on me

Why you start talking so quietly?

People no longer inspire me

I'm not the man that I'd like to be

Anything else is unlikely

I just hope this shit is right for me

I just hope, woah

I feel alone in this empty abyss

I never thought about cutting my wrist

Jump in that water, I'm taking a risk

They say that money don't bring you no bliss

That's easy for you to say

Got a million songs that I threw away

I admit there was times I was too afraid

No tomorrow, it's what I'ma do today

Don't even post it, don't give me no praise

Thought we was homies, you never hit play

I got some shit that I'll take to my grave

Cut off that bitch cause she didn't behave

I'm in this booth but it feel like a cage

I always knew that it wasn't a phase

All of this liquor can't bottle the rage

Sick of the opposite side of the stage

I gotta get off my ass

I gotta go make this cash, yuh, yuh

This shit be moving too fast

I know it never do last, yuh, yuh

Can't leave this shit in the past

It could be gone in a flash

That's why I'm all in my bag

Never gon' fall in a trap

I know there's no turning back

Hungry as fuck man, I'm skinny as hell

Rather be dead 'fore I'm sitting in jail

Trapped in my head what a brilliant cell

Damn

I got scars and I can't get past them

I don't write bars for your IG captions

Guard my heart but I show compassion

They'll be partying on my casket, woah