What's The Rush? Lyrics

It started as a hobby just to channel my inner demons

But quickly I was learning, I been searching for deeper meaning

The art was always in me like they covered graffiti up

Already kinda dead, I talk to you through a medium

They gon' follow all they trends but I don't fuck with the media

Everybody leave me hanging, I hate people that lead me on

I don't listen to the radio, it's sounding remedial

I was fucking up my stereo, just bumping Imperial

But the mission was imperative, I'm changing the narrative

Only thing that I inherited was all of my arrogance

I'd give- anything to feel like a kid again

Don't even play the game if there's a chance that I wouldn't win

I look over my shoulder like"I think I need different friends"

They looking at the surface but don't know how to live within

I think about my future and the truth is I'm terrified

Try to keep it moving but my fear got me paralyzed

Sick of hearing rumors that ain't never been verified

I was always hurt by all the ones I was there beside

It's pretty rare for me to ever keep a sober mind

But all the work that I've been putting in is overtime

You start to realize a pattern when you know the lies

It's kinda crazy how that pussy gon' control your mind

You doing more for a couple bitches that you'll never fuck

You looking at me like I'm tripping over petty stuff

If we don't ever speak again, it's cause I said enough

But they gon' pop out with confetti if we ever clutch

Every time I'm reaching out for favors, I'm disappointed

So if you try to hit my line, you know that shit get avoided

Still a child with all this trauma, I just can't get over

They just left me in the dust when I needed closure

If I immediately made it, would it mean I'm the same

Cause every mile that I'm marking, only deepen the pain

My mama barely had a roof, she had to sleep in the rain

I only talk about that shit so you can see where I came

But you don't know what I've been through

You want a seat up at a table but all you bring is utensils

I know I'm not that far away from aiming right at my temple

Just wanna move up out the hood and turn this shit to a temple

And when I start to lose my temper, I just do it in tempos

So every word that's in my mental over these instrumentals

I can't be under the influence and remain influential

I'm tryna swerve up out the lot and drive that shit like a rental

I'm on it

First of all, I love nine A.M

Stop playin' with me

Uh, huh

Uh

Throwing money at tootsies, I tell her keep the change

I hear you tryna meet and greet, well that can be arranged

I don't even wanna fuck her, I just need the brain

I'm tryna paint a bigger picture, I don't need a frame

Peep the fangs

Tryna bite the style, we gon' leave him drained

Bleed him dry

In my evil ways, so don't be surprised

See the rise

Clouds around my face, I really see the skies

But you the one behind the mask, I never need these guys

I spit that druggy flow, I call that shit my addict tune

One more bag of shrooms, finna put me in a padded room

Lot of y'all ain't really bout it, you just passing through

Adding nothing to the track like DJ Khaled do

It seem like y'all is not prepared for the discussion

A lot of motherfuckers getting carried by production

Them shitty fucking lyrics getting buried in the plug-ins

But me, I'm really like the military when I'm bussin

Homie, if that's your wife, you need a better spouse

When I'm smashing the pussy, I feel like Wreck-It Ralph

I been stashing more money than you could ever count

I'm always active with the bars, you could get a round

Gather 'round when I'm back in town, better ask around

Long as you making money, it doesn't matter how

I know my mama would rather me in a cap and gown

But I was born with anatomy of a rapping hound

I been flying closer to the sun than fucking Icarus

Sitting in a cage just counting pennies cause I'm Nicholas

Shawty wanna suck me for the flavor like some licorice

I'd have to be a bitch to give a fuck 'bout what you think of this