Numb Lyrics

I'm so numb

It's okay, where you from

But I can't stay, cause I've become

What I'm afraid, I had my fun

Count my days but I'm too young

To feel so drained, I load my gun

And call my bae, what have you done

You don't say, this shit so dumb

I done ended on bad terms with every girl I fucked

Guess my age just keep getting older, but I ain't growing up

Said I love her, I'll never leave her, but I just know it's lust

Might just die 'fore I meet a woman that I could really trust, I

I guess I'm narcissistic

At least I'm self-reflective

I see the wrong inside my actions when they're held against me

I did some bitches dirty

Some of them ain't deserve it

Other one might of or maybe I'm just a shitty person

What goes around gon' come around, she showing frowns, I hold it down and smoke a pound, could look for love but none is found, uh

And I ain't sorry, almost caught me at the party with a shawty

It's appalling, cut the music, why she calling?

Bruh, bruh, bruh

I'm so numb

It's okay, where you from

But I can't stay, cause I've become

What I'm afraid, I had my fun

And I count my days but I'm too young

To feel so drained, I load my gun

And call my bae, what have you done

Oh, you don't say, this shit so dumb

Now her friends be snitching on me, I can't never get no privacy

I hate it when you tell them all our business like a diary

I barely even want her if she ain't the type to die for me

Like if you finna ride for me, then hop up in the driver's seat

Writers block, said a lot, I just scribble in my pad

Lotta drugs, lotta drugs, I be mixing when I'm sad

P-people in my circle, plot on women that I had

Do me wrong, then be acting like I'm tripping if I'm mad

If I fucked your"one who got away" you'd probably have a lot to say

I thought that we was partners, y'all be acting like we parted ways

At least feel sorry for 'some' of the shit you did to me

Cause people nowadays, they be lacking some fucking empathy but

Saying that's just who you are, that is no excuse and

The way you treat the ones around you, yeah, that's called abusive

Y'all ain't changing for the better, that's just immature

And I know that I got some problems being insecure but

Y'all got too many secrets, and boy, the longer you keep them the more you come across like you was probably born a pussy

I been going to therapy, I don't know if it's helping me cause sometimes they just be sounding like a fortune cookie

I hate my bitch, I hate my bros, so what I'm supposed to do, I

Ain't gon' switch, I ain't gon' fold, but I can't hang with you

Can't keep counting on a comrade who counting all kind of favors

People always acting different 'round bitches 'round the paper, let's go

I'm so numb

It's okay, where you from

But I can't stay, cause I've become

What I'm afraid, I had my fun

I count my days but I'm too young

To feel so drained, I load my gun

I call my bae, what have you done

You don't say, this shit so dumb