Srugglin' Lyrics

A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it

One won't leave me knocked so let's double it

Watchin' close to make sure my stomach hit

Help me pour my hands shakin' I'm struggling

Fuck it, pour more cause I can't get enough of it

Put a little bit more for the fuck of it

It's a bug in my cup still not dumpin' it

Fuck

I'm struggling, struggling, struggling

My hand shaking, I can't even light it

My hand quaking, I can't even fight it

Slurring my words, I can't hear when I speak

I'll have to accept that I might be a tweak

I look in the mirror, don't recognize me

I can't even sleep

How mental is strong and my body so weak

Losing weight cause I can't even eat

Got a face what I can't even see

Went through shivers and shakes when I put down the lean

Know my liver still laced, I see pink when I pee

And the river just race in my head since I spilt that last cup

If I don't got it, I'll take, no I don't give a fuck

I just look in my face it's just pain since a pup

Look at pics from the past and I don't see no love

Look at pics in the present, and swear I see Doves

A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it

One won't leave me knocked so let's double it

Watchin' close to make sure my stomach hit

Help me pour my hands shakin' I'm struggling

Pour more cause I can't get enough of it

I'm stuck--put a little bit more for the fuck of it

It's a bug in my cup still not dumpin' it

Fuck

I'm struggling, struggling, struggling

I'm struggling, struggling, struggling

Fuck

A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it

My hands shakin' I'm struggling

A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it

One won't leave me knocked so let's double it

Watchin' close to make sure my stomach hit

Help me pour my hands shakin' I'm struggling

Pour more cause I can't get enough of it

I'm stuck--put a little bit more for the fuck of it

It's a bug in my cup still not dumpin' it

Fuck

I'm struggling, struggling, struggling

I trauma dump my pain, but always end up with more baggage

Nigga, I'm trying to live lavish

How the fuck I'm depressed and a savage

A new seal just got stretched and the Sprite was just added

Imagine back then I just called it a habit

Back then it was calming my brain

Now I'm known for this shit, niggas call me Deucce Wayne

All I know is struggle, strife, and pain

Through my whole life, it was darkness and rain

Always stayed in trouble, constantly blamed

So I put on the mask to get treated like Bane

Raviging the masses but don't care for fame

My face in the mix, so let's add in my name

No matter the prefix it's ending in Wayne

Just wait till I double the chain

A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it

One won't leave me knocked so let's double it

Watchin' close to make sure my stomach hit

Help me pour my hands shakin' I'm struggling

Fuck it, pour more cause I can't get enough of it

I'm stuck--put a little bit more for the fuck of it

It's a bug in my cup still not dumpin' it

Fuck

Y'all don't know the struggle

Y'all don't know the struggle

To feel like you done lived your whole life in a bubble

To wanna feel a touch but disgusted by cuddles

Needed to be held but got no one to hug you

They push you into hell and to help they just drug you

Every dose to get better puts you close to death

Every time I wake up, there's something on my chest

Every time that I sleep, I never get no rest

I'm trying to be numb of it

A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it

Fuck

One won't leave me knocked so let's double it

Watchin' close to make sure my stomach hit

Help me pour my hands shakin' I'm struggling

Fuck it, pour more cause I can't get enough of it

I'm stuck--put a little bit more for the fuck of it

It's a bug in my cup still not dumpin' it

Fuck

I'm struggling, I'm struggling, I'm struggling