So Many Scars Lyrics

I've been left with marks of pain now it's a shame I can't trust anybody

I've went through torture in my brain it's jus replays I barely feel my body

Stabbed in the back by everyone that I've let beside me

Been let down by anyone I've met besides me

Recycling rumination

It's death in my eyes I fail ta keep it hidden

[Trippin]

My teas from texas

[Lipton]

I cope with what I'm hinting

colors mixing

Hollon

Momma say I'm throwing life away somehow she still ain't see the vision

But then again she do need glasses

Ma I'm out here spanking asses

Always knew I'm meant fa greatness I never could sit still in classes

It's nothing new I been the greatest now it's no more giving passes

This jus another trauma dump y'all heard it before so let's do it again

I've already rapped about coming up hard and then still made it far without making a friend

But there's so many scars and a part of me screamin to let someone in

I look out all I see is noir so ta cope I mix soda with some medicine

Deuces in doses but was never sick

I done came a long way from all that bogus shit

I done came in a long way from holding onto flicks

But I'll still load a clip the move was know ta blitz

2 months onna rock no evidence would stick

My prints in 2 systems but my record clean

It's deucce wayne the sleuth it ain't no holding me

I jus used that time for planning and to think

Sat down in my mind to find out why I sink

So much pain I would take know I'm forever scarred

I'm starting to hate how I'm always on guard how

Know ppl are fake but I still wanna bond

Seen niggas turn snake so I dap wit one hand on my arm

I get bit den ah head ah be gone

I been snaked before and it left a big scar

Too many scars

Too many scars

Momma say I'm throwing life away somehow she still ain't see the vision

But then again she do need glasses

Ma I'm out here spanking asses

Always knew I'm meant fa greatness I never could sit still in classes

It's nothing new I been the greatest now it's no more giving passes

This jus another trauma dump y'all heard it before so let's do it again

I've already rapped about coming up hard and then still made it far without making a friend

But there's so many scars and a part of me screamin to let someone in

I look out all I see is noir so ta cope I mix soda with some medicine

I done got older and lifted my chin

I done got bolder cause I gotta win

But now im bipolar my hands gotta stay onna holster protect myself from my old sins

Got colder I needed to lean was no shoulders I started pouring the green in my soda

Had me slumping over

Stayed tired but always was sleep

Pops steady askin what's got into me

Shouldn't ask what's in me you should ask what's left

Swear you cut it open nothings in my chest

Heart is prolly soaking all in colored flesh

Just a purple mess

Just all hurt and stress

Just so many scars

Just so many scars

Momma say I'm throwing life away somehow she still ain't see the vision

But then again she do need glasses

Ma I'm out here spanking asses

Always knew I'm meant fa greatness I never could sit still in classes

It's nothing new I been the greatest now it's no more giving passes

This jus another trauma dump y'all heard it before so let's do it again

I've already rapped about coming up hard and then still made it far without making a friend

But there's so many scars and a part of me screamin to let someone in

I look out all I see is noir so ta cope I mix soda with some medicine