Still Double Cuppin' Lyrics

I really don't give one fuck abt soul and barely myself

This shit been started from early before pain was rolled and I couldn't get help

Done took so much shit onna chin shorty if this my last day den jus sayin oh well

I remember at 9 years old in the room of my brain, put my feelings on the shelf

That was some shit I thought i'd never tell

Fuck it guess I'm trauma dumpin

I question how my heart still thumpin

Man deucce jus don't feel nothin

Was pouring deuces ta feel somethin

Numbin

Ain't feelin numb still feelin somethin

My name is deucce cause I'm still double cuppin

My name bruce cause imma troop I'm always prepped and see shit comin

I'm like bruce because despite all my misfortune I'm still thumbin

I got the juice I'm bruce baggin models boot em after fuckin

Looked in ha eyes and knew she feelin me it's yo bitch dat I had runnin

Louie belt gon hold utility I'm torchin shit you think you cunning

Reiteration bruce is deuce and deuce is bruce wayne

Better stay out my way cause I'm moving like 2 chains

I'll relieve you of yours cause I'm sick inna brain

Never say dat feel me we're never the same

I'm knowing these rap niggas gay and they lame

I stick ta myself and I stay in my lane

I grew up as a issue was always ta blame

Like ta sit by myself in the dark or the rain,

and pour deuces ah juices veins

I really tried putting it down to do better and change

Just look at me now I guess it was in vain

I look back on my life and remember my pain

I'm jus looking like how there is nun of myself dat remain

I really don't give one fuck abt soul and barely myself

This shit been started from early before pain was rolled and I couldn't get help

Done took so much shit onna chin shorty if this my last day den jus sayin oh well

I remember at nine years old in the room of my brain, put my feelings on the shelf

That was some shit I thought I'd never tell

Fuck it guess I'm trauma dumpin

I question how my heart still thumpin

Man deucce jus don't feel nothin

Was pouring deuces ta feel somethin

Numbin

Ain't feelin numb still feelin somethin

My name is deucce cause I'm still double cuppin

I'm still pouring up cause I still don't feel shit

How I'm tryna feel but numb till bliss ain't that a bitch, counter productive fits to best descript

Va got the scripts I needa fix, but I stay fit, can't grow the gut cause I don't give no opps no room fa hits

Know mover wit the blitz

Stopped rappin drills cause niggas cap

With allat rah when you do dat

Lil folks get back fa you get tapped I'm really tact

I'll leave em flat

I done lurked inna dark like I'm really the bat

Drenched black, matte

But I left that alone refuse to see a cell

Run up and I'm saying oh well

That was some shit I thought i'd never tell

Fuck it guess I'm trauma dumpin

I question how my heart still thumpin

Man deucce jus don't feel nothin

Was pouring deuces ta feel somethin

Numbing

Ain't feelin numb still feelin somethin

My name's deucce cause I'm still double cuppin