hospital room Lyrics

Somehow I feel like

I was just born

To please you

And you'll never notice

But I am prepared

To need you

As long as I breathe

As long as I'll be

I like to look pretty

I want to be seen

Believe you

But I feel like it's silly

I only exist

Beneath you

As long as I stand

You'll be the man

So I'll walk to wherever you're running

And I'll cry in that hospital room

I'll fight but I'll end up succumbing

To whatever else works for you

I'll give up the words that I'm thinking

To speak lines that I don't wanna say

I'll give up the world if you want it,

I'll give if it means that you'll stay

Stay

If it means that

I hope it's fulfilling

I hope that you care

To know me

I'd hate to be quiet

Sit still just so you

Can own me

It wouldn't be fair

I'll admit that I'm scared

That I'll walk to wherever you're running

And I'll die in that hospital room

Will I fight but then up succumbing

To whatever else works for you?

Will I give up the words that I'm thinking

To speak lines that I don't wanna say?

If I give up the world when you want it

I'm scared to death that I'll stay

We'll end up married

And I'll have nobody to talk to

I'll have to carry

The weight of the work that you won't do

I'll run the mile

And you cross the finish

I'll keep the child

As long as you're winning

You'll be the man

And I'll have to stand in your place

They'll never see me

It'll all be my biggest mistake

And I'll end up feeling

Like I was just born

To please them

And they'll never notice

But I'll be prepared if they do