blonde Lyrics

Fought my intuition

So now you get to say it was a

Mutual decision

But even on our best days I'd

Catch you reminiscing

And holding back tears

As you would praise me

You were acting different

And I can understand it but

You know I'm not a villain

I was just upset, my God

I gave you ammunition

And now you get to say

That I was crazy

But I

I always knew she would carry us there

I bit the bullet with sand in my hair

In California where I'm standing still

When she decided

She can and she will

Walking contradiction

Always had to put me in a

Difficult position

Swearing on your life

But what a terrible religion

When we both know the truth about your praying

Loved me on condition

Angry cause you knew it was

A rational suspicion

You hate that I was right about

Your passive disposition

So now it's my fault?

Oh you amaze me

But I

I always knew she would carry us there

I bit the bullet with sand in my hair

In California where I'm standing still

When she decided

She can and she will

'Cause I saw the look in her eye

When no one was watching

Clung to your sentence

She stuck to the sole of your shoe

I knew the second that

I had to rationalize why I felt like a child

That I'd been annihilated

She saw you secure

She knew that she could

She took you right then

She just did it

Again

Blonded imposition

Wasn't it enough that I was

Feeling insufficient?

Now I'm making pleasantries

With my own opposition

I'm losing my mind

And can you blame me?

Cherry wine and linen

Picturing the two of you

Dancing in the kitchen

And honest you look happy so

I promise I'll forgive it,

But, God, I hope you feel

A little sorry

'Cause you

You always knew she would carry us there

I bit the bullet with sand in my hair

In California where I'm standing still

When she decided

She can and she will