Refusal Of Divulgence Lyrics

My throat is closing

You'll never see it coming

I never feel alive

Everything feels contrived

Somethings scratching inside but

No one can read my mind

Refusal to divulge

I'm too scared to open up

I can't see the point

In going on

When I'm this fucked up

My skin is crawling

I'm so appalling

Running on empty

Theres a pit inside of me

Grown so big

It's bursting at the seams

I've been waiting

Since I was 13

Refusal to divulge

I'm too scared to open up

My jaw is clenched

Hypoxia is gonna win this one

I can't catch my breath

Cuz I'm always on the run

I can't keep trying

You all saw it coming

I can't keep lying

But I can't seem to speak

Does my silence make me weak?

I can't beat it out of me.

Refusal to divulge

I can't fucking speak up

I can't see the end of this

I'll always be fucked up

Do everything I'm told

But it has never been enough

Refusal to divulge

I can't keep this up

Refusal to divulge

I've made my mind up.