Shadows Lyrics

In the shadows of my mind

There's a story we can find

Through the woods, a battle undefined

Everything I did haunts me day and night

There's no sound to hide behind

Body's aching all the time

Thunder going up my spine

Most days I'd rather die

Thought I'd be over it by now

Asking questions but I don't know how

These memories still haunt my dreams

I just want a good night of sleep

Fill me up with booze and weed

Only way I'll stop crying

Cross my I's and dot my T's

Still don't trust what I'm saying

I remember so vividly

The little things you said to me

Holding on to what I can't carry

My minds so weak it's sickening

Thought I'd be over it by now

Asking questions but I don't know how

In the depths of the night

Don't think I'd trust my sight

Overthinking everything

I'm just denying

Every little part of me

That wants to keep on trying

Oh dear god I miss my friends

They won't see me ascend

Any moment could be the end

Everyday I play along

Wear my mask im just a fraud

No sense waking up today

I've got nothing to gain

My hands are trembling

I wish I didn't know a thing

I remember your face

The day you almost went away

I don't think I'm in the wrong

All I did was write my song

All the words are true today

Not like anyone was listening