6-28 Lyrics

Still see you

Still feel you

I still hear you

Falling

But I feel you

In everything I do

I can't forget it

Be careful

Had to gentle

They say I should be grateful

You're okay now

Have to remind myself

Sometimes I forget it

I still feel the

Grass beneath me

And the branches flowing

As I run for your life

Can't believe you made it through the night

Please forgive me

Please don't leave me

I'm so sorry

You said help me

I said I'm sorry

Even though I shouldn't be

I can't help it

Couldn't stop it

From even happening

A hundred times I

Have been there

And dreamed of flying

Makes me nauseous

I'm so exhausted

Of all this remembering

I can't help but

Feel like I caused this

It's not like we asked for it

Oh so nervous

Of everything

I'm terrified of loosing

Don't perceive me

I'm so sorry

I can't forgive me

I still see your

Face bloody

Wish I could forget it

She held you

Like a mother

Who just lost her baby

We cried and

We both screamed

Why all this bad shit happening

You were literally dying

People still think I'm lying

And I can't stop crying

Any time I'm reminded

I can't do anything

Couldn't stop it in the first place

Please god help me

I can't even breathe

Please end me

Sometimes I'll look back

Realize I couldn't unpack

Anything about that day

Till I stepped away

Let myself out of my cage

Just so you know it's what I made

Didn't stop me from myself

But I'm the only one who can help

So I'll step outside today

Realize what I did that day

Doesn't deserve my blame

Can't get it out of my head

Man, I really thought that you were dead

I wish it was me instead

Please friend I know you don't blame me

But all I hear is 'I can't see'

My mind will never be set free

All I want is to be free