Dissociative Hell Lyrics

Byrjum þetta samtal, allir hérna saman

Bara ég mun tala, þið munuð ei vera

Intransitive"to be" is really what we're missing

Wishing to express myself in the language that I speak

Ekkert alvöru er

Ekki umhverfi né ég

Ef að hugi minn er dýr

Þá er ekkert vit í því

Því miður líkist það raunveruleikanum

I dissociate so hard that it's hard to have a yearn

I break grammar rules as they can't tell me

That's how feels are regarding every

Golo ögwa aþjero xe mora

Mín versta martröð væri að deyja ekki

Audience getting cooked

They are worried bout my viewed

Expression of the world

But this way of existing it can't continue

As is why I wish to be through

Why do you worry that I might feel bad

Outside of physicality I'm completely numb

When I say nothing is real that's not even enough

I genuinely can't express myself on how much this is true

Dissociative hell

I'm exhausted, can you tell?

Maybe I don't care

There's a reason I don't yell

If you save me, then oh well

You are the issue

When I think of it too much it feels like a UI is missing

XYZ directions in the blender I live in

They're completely lacking

Including the wireframe cubes that surround things

Maybe when I die it'll feel like I'm real

Either way there can't be much worse

Than being stuck in this transitive seal

Please just kill me

I can't believe I'm still here

Dissociative hell

I'm exhausted, can you tell?

Maybe I don't care

There's a reason I don't yell

If you save me, then oh well

You are the issue

The more I'm dissociated the more I'm suicidal

The more I'm suicidal the more I'm gonna hate you

Skip the panic talk where you try to convince me

I don't want to be alive, I'm not even real