One ft. Zoey Lavell Lyrics

You know this is on you, right

I get it

She hurt you and that's never okay

But did you take it as a lesson

Or an excuse

Let's talk about it

It started with a heartbreak

I couldn't even breathe about it

Needed that relationship

I wasn't even me without it

She found somebody else

And actually came clean about it

I'm thinking if she was outed

At least I would've been able to say that she's a coward

But she looked me dead in the eyes

And said her goodbyes

And I was sick

I just couldn't take it

She made it

Seem so easy

I held on like it was sacred

I would've never wasted

Time chasing

Other girls but

Not only was she entertaining

Guys she was arranging

To meet with them and blaming me

I was home in pain and she

Was staining sheets

Pillow covered in make up

As she wakes up

In a stranger's tee

It's maybe me

Just overreacting

But that's what I imagined happening when I tried to put my brain to sleep

Restless over how it all began and what we'd become

She reveled in her options

I just needed one

And that's what set you on such an ugly path

I'm glad you grew out of that

How bad were you really

I took that out on everyone

Some of the time

They even said it showed

Even once I was no longer conscious of the burn

I hadn't learned

How to nurse the scars to let them go

Ain't even understand that I was supposed to

From innocent and hopeful

To beware if he approach you

You think it's bad if he's who you go to

To get a fix and then he ghosts you

No

You really need to be concerned if he promotes you

From late nights

To daylight

It makes life

Difficult when he plays like

He don't be ignoring calls in your face

While assuring y'all that you're safe

Something ain't right

Every time you get gaslit

Ironically you see brake lights

I was so comfortable doing wrong

It was uniform

Accessorized

With all the stress inside

From way back when my first was moving on

And like me

Their feelings wouldn't let them be done

Until it was too late

And then they realized that I was never the one