Side Character Syndrome / Sweet 16 Lyrics

If I wrote a book about me would you skip a chapter

If people pleasing make me crack are you addicted faster

If imma drug but better shit came out to get that fix

Would you leave me if it meant it'd kick in just a little faster

Damn I'm fucking up again

Struggle tryna get my point across so let's keep it sweet

Hurt myself a lot it's like protection for my self esteem

Cause if I do it to myself I'm prepared at least

Trying hard to keep it street nigga tryna stay unique

Don't feel safe a lot but it feel better to say fuck police

Cause niggas taught me do it by myself man the fuck up

But these daily suicidal thoughts ruin my mystique

It's been hella hard to let shit go and not go to possessive

My sex addiction make me see shit from a different metric

Perspective flawed cause I use women that shit so pathetic

But let a nigga use my sister imma fucking stretch em

That's the point kill myself and it'll send a message

I keep isolating but lowkey I just want connection

Anxiety keep coming at me in like 10 directions

Telling me that I'm not shit and I deserve this damn depression

If I wrote a book about me would you skip a chapter

If people pleasing make me crack are you addicted faster

If imma drug but better shit came out to get that fix

Would you leave me if it meant it'd kick in just a little faster

Your the director nigga

Direct!

If life a movie is it justified-

Yeah if life a movie is it justified to be an actor?

It's like my love is like a light that slowly flickers

And it's been like fleeting moments that I don't remember

And I tried I was 16 it was a cold December

And my fight to feel the warmth would only blow it quicker

And you said that me and you can even go forever

And under the willow tree's where we would go to get out

It's our getaway

But now alone I sit there

I only hope one day we good so we could go together