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I've been ready for a relapse and fiendin' for my next hit

My mind is like a maze I been looking for an exit

Was left quick

To push me to the brink took 20 seconds

All it took was niggas leaving to get desperate

Future me I'll leave a message

That sexualizing women shit pathetic

You know mama raised you better and she meant it when she said be empathic

Nigga you ain't emphatic

Keep on shitting on yourself and you'll regret it

Feel like my head ain't focused

Life is not important

So why would I focus on me?

And when my head ain't coping everything feel bogus

So why would I focus on me?

You don't know what you had till it's all gone

And when they're gone it's too late to have your last call

There's too many missed calls cause damn it I miss y'all but maybe I'm wrong?

It took a lot of knowing to know that I don't know at all

Sexual tensions between me and death wrestling to see the next

To be on top and dominate the other till they seeing red

Choke em till you see the breath

Leave and sweet submission makes the other feel a king at that thing we call life

Ain't that shit ironic?

Leave a mess sometimes I feel sadistic when I see the stress upon myself

Or is that masochistic who is me to guess?

Pain that's self inflicted like a tease I think I'm needing that

To get me to that climax bitch I fucking fiend for that

Feel like my head ain't focused

Life is not important

So why would I focus on me?

And when my head ain't coping everything feel bogus

So why would I focus on me?