I Try, Pt. II ft. DDK Lyrics

(It's just DFRNT)

Misery loves company, but I'd rather be alone

Phone on DND, ain't reading no MSGs

I'll just watch the Knicks at home

There physically, but mentally somewhere

In the Ozone, I'm spacing out

I don't know what the fuck happened

Truly just pray I make it out

Smile shines through the pain

I feel depersonalized like I ain't even there

In fact, everything that I hear is muffled vision, blurry fear

This could be my life

Anxiety twice as bad as it was in the past

But I have to survive, can't bar myself

That ain't what I meant by raps (get it?)

Can't let my nephew lose his godfather over dumb shit (what?)

But the scars on my arm will show you I carved myself just like a pumpkin (damn)

God, I'm frontin'

Maybe I need to chill, try to smoke

Paranoid still can't even light in peace

No more throw the papers back in the drawer and write

Lord, please hear my cries I ain't strong enough this time

I try and I try and its never enough I'm sad though I say I'm fine, I don't know why

Easier to lie, I guess

Say the truth of why I fret

But no one truly cares to listen

But whatever, I digress

Lord, please hear my cries I ain't strong enough this time

I try and I try and its never enough I'm sad though I say I'm fine, I don't know why

Easier to lie, I guess

Say the truth of why I fret

But no one truly cares to listen

But whatever, I digress

I ain't been okay, that ain't no lie

I've been up four days, takin' my time

Tryin' to make four plays

Lotta motherfuckers just worry about foreplay

Now I wanna fuck the game, not the same

Lock it in, if you can't, I'm bargin' through

Time to waste, ain't for me

Lotta things that I just gotta do

Mama house, papa coupe

Can't go back to robbin' fools

Gotham city, lotta rules

Lotta reeds, whoever's jewels

Sign the key, tie a noose

If you not, you would lose

If you not, you would lose

If you not, you would doze

Peace, peace, that's three P

DDK, bitch, I've cried too loud

(And you know what?)

That's some shit I never say

To me and my bae

Nowhere no woman, me and my face

Seein' me cry, they would just leave

They would just hate me

Not one bitch would wanna date me

If she know I shed tears on the daily

Motherfuckers talk, but they don't wanna

They don't wanna

Lord, please hear my cries I ain't strong enough this time

I try and I try and its never enough I'm sad though I say I'm fine, I don't know why

Easier to lie, I guess

Say the truth of why I fret

But no one truly cares to listen

But whatever, I digress

Lord, please hear my cries I ain't strong enough this time

I try and I try and its never enough I'm sad though I say I'm fine, I don't know why

Easier to lie, I guess

Say the truth of why I fret

But no one truly cares to listen

But whatever, I digress

So what more can I say without sounding bitchy (what)

Should be happy, on ThisIs50 (yeah)

God's on my side, still feel defenseless (yup)

Got all five, but still worried senseless

Start to feel like I'm sufferin' endless

Used to ball hard, swing for the fences

Now hit the gym and still feel strengthless

Fuck this shit, man, start rhyming contentious

Till the flack comes back in your face

And they all hate you as general consensus

All cause you tried to be pretentious

Now you could use a knife to cut tension

Whatever room you stand in's tenseness

Still ain't learn your lesson

Not to mention, almost feel holy water

Can't cleanse this mess of a man

Grip the .45, that's death in my hand

Could probably pull the trigger right now

If it weren't for the fam

Maybe it's cause I'm just not man enough

Don't got the balls to commit

Whatever it is, guess I'll get through it

This shit that stinks in life

So in this pew I sit, pray and say

Lord, please hear my cries I ain't strong enough this time

I try and I try and its never enough I'm sad though I say I'm fine, I don't know why

Easier to lie, I guess

Say the truth of why I fret

But no one truly cares to listen

But whatever, I digress

Lord, please hear my cries I ain't strong enough this time

I try and I try and its never enough I'm sad though I say I'm fine, I don't know why

Easier to lie, I guess

Say the truth of why I fret

But no one truly cares to listen

But whatever, I digress

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