Family Tree Lyrics

I don't know what damaged me, black sheep, I ain't how my family be

So you can't even say I was the apple that fell down from the family tree

My life just embarrassed me, I still get empathy, that's how my parents be

I know damn well that I will never be the normal one out the family tree

I ain't the guy put out to the universe fully

Personally, it's facade I use to put up with bullies

Been picked on since I was three and painfully looking back on all the shit

Man, I thought they was homies

Guess I just really wanted friends so I put up with those fellas

I hope they doing good, but I also wish them hell

But they what turned me into M-Hunt

So I guess they at least did that

Cause if it wasn't for the anger, probably never would've rapped

But going back to family shit, I told you I was different

My parents worked their ass off, my sister made the deans list (and)

Here I am still, packing up groceries in a store

They say all this is good for your lore

But I'll never tell the stories cause I'm only pulling whores

Who don't care about their future while I do but say I don't

And the one girl that I really do fuck with, I ain't never enter in her home (damn)

I don't know what damaged me, black sheep, I ain't how my family be

So you can't even say I was the apple that fell down from the family tree

My life just embarrassed me I still get empathy, that's how my parents be

I know damn well that I will never be the normal one out the family tree

Glitz and glam for Instagram, that's only what I show

You don't see the tears I cry as I pose for this post

Cause am I gonna make it? Shit, I do not know

I need to drop the weed, but the demons take control

But if it ain't for the green, then a bottle is my go-to

My uncle died of a heart attack, probably weakened by alc

I miss him everyday, I still don't believe how

God could even take him and now

It's like I follow in his footsteps while he follows me around

I swear I see his shadow as the liquor gets poured down

My throat into my stomach till I pass out on the ground

I can't even help but think about my nephews that are coming into town

And I gotta act like I'm okay as I'm on the fourth drink

I swear I'm not addicted but you tell me what y'all think

Addiction's in my blood but I gotta weed it out

Maybe just another little Guinness stout (wow)

I don't know what damaged me, black sheep, I ain't how my family be

So you can't even say I was the apple that fell down from the family tree

My life just embarrassed me

I still get empathy, that's how my parents be

I know damn well that I will never be the normal one out the family tree

Oh, it's getting even harder now

They tell me that I can't back down

Step on necks to take the crown

And I'm so fucked

Oh, it's getting even harder now

I try to scream aloud

But my voice just won't come out (and)

I am so fucked