apartment Lyrics

Whole life I've felt imprisoned, told me that I couldn't fix it

Times I talk you never listen, so right now I'm feeling distant

So I'll shut my mouth and hide my face, cause I feel like such a big disgrace

Want to be over I can't handle weight, there's too much going on inside my brain

Whole life been locked up in a cell, my life seems never going well

Got many stories I could tell, going manic I've been so propelled

On the roof of my apartment, blood stains all fill up the carpet

Brains gone manic I can't solve it, wish I could but I'm the target

Just a victim by design, break down it makes me wanna cry

Mental wanna leave but don't wanna die, all blame on me like I'm the guy

I wish I could just change my mind, but I can't go way back this time

I wish that you could hear my cries, but all you do is spread some lies

Tell me honestly, would you even care if I left

Or would you leave me by-myself my final breath

And I can't tell if you really stayed or left

Can't make up my mind if I really want the death

You're so complacent I can't tell if It's all true

Or if It's all a lie, yeah I can't see it through

Got the cross on your neck don't see a single bruise

Can't get over all the thoughts of you

Don't think that I can fix it, It's not true It's all just fiction

I'm so lost can't see the vision, three four's causing me confliction

On the roof of my apartment, blood stains all fill up the carpet

Brains gone manic I can't solve it, wish I could but I'm the target

Just a victim by design, break down it makes me wanna cry

Mental wanna leave but don't wanna die, all blame on me like I'm the guy