fade away ft. alkayn Lyrics

Feel like you're drifting away, like if I cried you wouldn't stay

And if I died you wouldn't lay, right by my side while I decay

I wish you would've told the truth, because you lied I can't trust you

And I can't help but think I'm screwed, my entire life's been misconstrued

Told me I should wait, for you to stay, I'm sorry I can't really wait

I don't even wanna see your face, never cared how I felt anyways

And that's okay, I wanna fade away

They can't explain how I've been feeling

Cause I'm so lost I'm feeling distant

From my friends, and my family

I can't break myself out

Mental prison locked now

I'd be lying if I said I don't feel alone

I just wanted you to love me but I know that you won't

Say you don't wanna talk, then you blow up my phone

Say you're sorry but that doesn't mean the seams have been sown

I can't stand you, yeah you had me saying things I didn't plan to

And forgetting it is something that I can't do, yeah I can see it in your face you think you're brand new

I'm bleeding out, I need some help

I hate myself, how far I fell

And that's okay, I wanna fade away

They can't explain how I've been feeling

Cause I'm so lost I'm feeling distant

From my friends, and my family

I can't break myself out

Mental prison locked now