talk about TIME TRAVEL (yourbiggestfan) [wishingalways] [iforcemyselftoignoremyinstinctseveryday] [canweskipthischapter] Lyrics

It's not vanity

It's not the constant chaos

I need around me

To dilute the noise

The sound of silence so deafening

Each night I watch the time tick by it's fucked

It's not insanity

It's the desperation

For what I can't speak on

This poem sucks

So does everyday without you

Miss you more than you'll ever know

This is hell on earth

Can we skip this chapter

Without this endless pain

I force myself to ignore my instincts every day

I'm miserable

I worry constantly yet I divert my thoughts

I miss learning from you

And the worst part

Is "you"

I don't even know

But I'd like to

Talk about time travel and be your biggest fan

I still am

I always will

I wish I could ignore the loud mean things in my head

I believe in whatever she shares

I read your stuff about distance and whatever

But it's hard for my brain to comprehend

Anything

No matter what

You'll always be the best damn thing

Wishing I was talking to you always