all my friends are spies Lyrics

Your call could not be completed as dialed

There's no service in hell, you have no idea

About the story I'm about to tell

Yeah, the mental prison holds tight

Controlled sight, souls died, tongues tied

Manipulated minds, curated love of your lives

Los Angeles, lost city, up in flames

Whispers in the shadows, shh, no names

We are not the same, we don't move in the same ways

Fighting, we stay ten toes down, silently

Adaptively, never wanted to be known

Like this, least at least, surveillance list, really?

Gang stalking? Target individuals?

Why does no one believe me? Am I in a never-ending nightmare?

Is this the purpose of life?

To just feel the sting of that knife in my back

'Til it all goes black, over and over again

Until you decide it's over, the end

Mud flood, dew, poof? What is true? What is real?

What happened to my family?

The more shots, the more can't coagulate a thought?

How long has this been going on? 2016? Can't be?

All my friends are gone, it's just me

Is it because of me? Who's me?

This is my plea, can't you see?

Can't you fucking see this world is not what it seems?

Your closest friends are plotting your end

Don't believe me? Ask them, they know

Who the fuck drops someone off at their car in a blackout?

Tapped out, sorry your sacrifice failed

At least you nailed it, you really did, superstar

They o X n you

Tears in my eyes as I write this, how could you do that to me?

How could you three.. what an idiot

I really thought y'all loved me

I've never seen eyes like hers that night

Red and trying so subtly to hide her fright

I don't believe you did it intentionally

I just can't, it doesn't feel right

It keeps me up at night, your eyes haunt me

Blinded by the spotlight, controlled by clandestine satellite

You were my best friend, how could you?

Struggles, season of becoming invisible, unseen

You took my life from me

Greatness, distant dreams, jail cells for celebrating

Monarch Beach, what a joke, I didn't do coke in that bathroom

Drugs was the only diss y'all spoke

Invisible enemy cloaks, fooling folks

Welcome to the butterfly effect, Jerusalem artichoke

I'm eternal, bitch, you're"The Color Purple"

Witchcraft, shape-shift real fast, it won't last

Trust, don't make me laugh, your emotional lambaste

Harassed, fuck that, you miscast the last dance

This outcast will leave you aghast

Imagine what a story this would've been for our podcast to broadcast

Hands tied behind my back, I should've never

Man, fuck these flashbacks, they make my heart crack

You whack

No rush, I'm here, I'm fine

Grateful for this life, mine

In darkness

We find our place

Art saves when words lie

Into the night we fly, everyone I love is a spy

Silence louder than my heart when I watch it cry, why?