Royalty Loyalty Best Day is Today Lyrics

Tuesday sometime after noon

Three one twenty two

Stay prepared

For this

I'm used to this feeling of unrest

I'll ink my pen n wait til

My body gives up that's when I rest

You cleaned my mess up n all

I did was create a fucking test

Of patience

Contemplation

Suicidal thoughts cured thru musical meditation

As if i'm seeking some pseudo elevation

Ironically, I just stay stuck in the depth of my dark creation

Outside just to feel the cold cuz I'm Fucking numb

This changed me forever but look at

The disaster I've done

You don't deserve this

I told u since the

Beginning I'm nothing

So if it helps u feel better miss

Then believe me

Wait you already do

Reread ur words I don't believe to be true

But In your head ur on an honesty tube

But yet I shake my head

But hey been wanting to tell u

The other day matched with this dude this perfect shade of blue

If I had gold I'd take a paint brush And paint my phone like the sky (cuz I love it)

Maybe it was you that was always right

Fuck it what a delight

Gone forever into the night

Let me be right,

God save the only soul that made me Feel the worlds alright,

I waited a lifetime to meet her, this Cant be the end i look and it's no Where in sight ,

Here to stay im cemented in my ways Demented in my days

Fuck the pain

With a knife in my chest

The devil can stab my heart but my Angels and God knows best-

Fuck this test

I'll be here , sorry about the mess

Early am

Monday two twenty eight

Twenty two

Hate Mondays

They always spent missing you baby

Hope you're doing okay

Wish we could talk about what you Almost told me

Whatever eating at your mind

I hate that you have to deal with Lonely

You deserve so much better baby Trust me

One day you'll see

How u are gonna be living your Destiny

We'll look back at these days

The hazy fueled times

Where I felt as if the biggest crime Had occurred

You were in fear of being heard

Fret not my love

I just prayed to God for you looking High and above

Thanking him for bringing name to You in this chapter

Although it's a mess

Fueled with challenging tests

Its the stress

That fades away in your presence

Its the way you illuminate the Darkness

Light you up baby spark it

I hardened my heart then it softened And now it's torn apart

As we've had to part ways most days Adjusting

Like the currents that sway…

Forever yours though it remains

Call me insane but through the pain you have no idea

The growth I have gained

Your super glue hitting like novacane

By your side I'll always stay

You not remember but I am the sand while you are the waves

Stripped raw

Fuck the norm the man made rules and laws

I told you a long time ago you deserve someone in your life who would give you their all

And I promised I'll keep that because I know.

Whenever I fall

You're there to catch me no fear of withdrawal

March seven twenty two