FLORIDA (your lips on mine) sad. Lyrics

I'm sick of the pity party

You owe me nothing

Not a thing

Could take you away from my mind

I'm lost in a different time

Unable to stay present

Is my lamest crime

Is it time to let go

Am i grasping for something that i spoiled

I just don't know

Hearts refuses to listen to the venom inflicted

A true metamorphous

Hunter and torturin

Poisoning

My

Mind

I'm lost and out of time

Fleur-de-lis

Valentine, divine

Ethereal, constant rewind

French kiss,

Your lips on mine

Timeless, always missed

Shut up aleena

I can't believe this shit

What the fuck Cupid

Tell me i don't matter again i am stubborn i can take the hits

The confusion

"Just believe the opposite"

Control

Kryptonite

Blinded every time

Dark cloud so unkind

Energetically tongue tied

Battling grim reapers

That's a joke

They're just lost in themselves

I'm lost in my own jail cell

My own personal hell

Nothing makes sense

A season of unrest

Can i just fucking get some rest

How many more chapters of this i fail every test

Getting feelings off my chest

Yes i'm a fcking mess

A year long dive into the deep end

Is this the end

Perhaps but i'll detour

What for

I'm becoming such a bore

I'm sick of myself

And sick of my daydreams

Haunted by the mean words

I'm cursed

By who gives a fuck

It's just my luck

No one sound an alarm

It's my fucking pity party

I live in my own sick self harm

Verbal torture

Is this nightmare fucking over

Kidnap rehab

Sudden collapse

Unmasked

Heartbreaks kidnapped

Phones tapped relax

Mind control master plan

This year made no sense

How long has it been since

Am i dead to you

Where is the eulogy

And i'm a nuisance low vibe energy

Who ruins every damn thing

Until they leave

Disappear

No one reminds

You now

Who we are

So we waste away

Sunrise met by another day

I don't watch it anyways

Every color

Reminds me of my dead lovers

Memories they hover

It's too late to recover i let all of my fears in

In tears i don't drown i swim you fucking win

Moved to florida

Enjoy your new life

Unfeasible

A 'catalyst like some other ppl'

Where were they

I keep dying

Surviving

Why

Are u ok

Am i lost in my selfishness

I can't pretend to be less

My

Heads a fcking mess

Im selfish

"She said she's allergic to shellfish"

Wish it went differently

How nice it would be

Just you and me

Im sorry for sucking

We'll see what today brings

Last night still stings

"Leave me alone how many months i been telling you this"

I'm gone

"We can fuck all day in ur daydreams i don't give a fuck anymore"

Alright babe hit me again between the eyes

Cross out my fucking third eye

I'm dying

Stop crying

Fuck trying

Do

I do

What

Do

I do

That makes u want to waste me?

Or is it some code im not keen on breaking?

Nothing im not good on faking-

But not here.

Consumed in my room less room

Obsessing over flashlight moons

Conspired doom consumes

October 1 2023