
I Wanted It To Be You Lyrics
- Genre:Electronic
- Year of Release:2024
Lyrics
Inquisitions have no meaning
Just burning flesh and screaming
I wanted it to be You
I wanted it to be You
If there's a god, You were half her face
But it's facade if I have no faith
I wanted it to be You
I wanted it to be You
Sleep arrives like knife blades in eyes
Maimed and forgotten, You and I
Infested with suicide stimuli
I wanted it to be You by my side
But You didn't want it to be You, goddamn it
You pulled away but my eyes still hold you like our hands
You earned the trust of my darkness
But now my dreams are a barren carcass
I wanted it to be You
I wanted it to be You
The One that made me feel worthy of love
The One that made me feel I deserved enough
I wanted it to be You
I wanted it to be You
The One who didn't deny all of me
The One that could trust and rely on me
The One to tell everything to
Even mundane things seem to kill
The One that made life a colored vibrance
Your visage tattooed under my eyelids
I wanted it be You
The One who I can talk in silence to
But You didn't want it to be You,
So what fuck am I supposed to do
My hope is cirrhosis of the liver
I wanted it to be You, but I couldn't deliver
I wanted it to be You
I wanted it to be You
Softly spoken, you made me shiver
Your hair wisped in the wind. Whispered life into winter
I wanted it to be You
I wanted it to be You
Grief slices like a scythe at night. I apologize
For everything I did not do right
But this is the end as far as I can surmise
And I've got better things to do than survive
I wanted it to be You
I wanted it to be You
My anxiety ignites as terrors catch fire
My insanity thrives, I bathe in barbed wire
I wanted it to be You
I wanted it be You
These terrible lies I can't seem to smother
Ona typical night my pride start to rupture
My heart in my throat and I swallowed glass
Disembark hope for tomorrow's past
Sand slips to the bottom of the hour's glass
I wanted it to be You until my last
But You didn't want it to be You
Maybe you were too scared to let me keep You
Maybe too scared to let go and find out
Maybe too little, too late even when I shout
Telling someone I love them, an unending curse
Only drags me to the dirt and makes it worse
And I don't know how to fix this or see it through
And honestly I don't even want to
Because I just fucking want it to be You