DIVINE DECAY Lyrics

Trauma's totality

Violent carnality

Each grain that slips in the hour glass

Is the last of my sanity

I'd rather die than love and live

I'd rather not exist

I'd rather live and die in vain

Than ever be betrayed again

Enraptured by Your agony

Captured by Your vanity

Broken and blasphemous

Ravaged and ravenous

Poisonous permanence

Silhouette of sordidness

Trauma's terminus

The serpent's hiss of Her last kiss

It didn't have to be this way

Didn't have to be this shame

It didn't have to end this way

It had to end in this pain

Hold me

Control me

Destroy me

Avoidant

I'm not living by not dying

I'm not feeling by not crying

I can't figure out the equation

I can't solve for ex

Crucified by Your evasion

Cursed by Your hex

I'd rather die than live in love

I've given enough

To love is to forgive the sinning

But You are unforgiving

I smite for you, I live for you

I weave the threads, I'm knit to You

Bewitched by you, hitched to You

Let's tie the knot - it's a noose

You're the predator, I'm Your prey

To God. Burnt on the cross

Baptized abandonment

I'm Your slaughtered flock

In these last worsened seconds

I'll tear down these cursed heavens

Bury them in dirt

And burn down this rotted earth

You chose me

You broke me

You showed me

Avoidance

I'm trying but I'm not healing

And I don't even know Your feeling

This unspoken trauma

This unspoken abuse

Is a deadly truth

Self-flagellate

This is divine decay

This is divine decay

Divine decay

Divine decay