Dead Of The Night Lyrics

I'm at my lowest of lows with you

They cannot see what we're going through

I made a promise to Teddy and Danny

That they'd throw confetti when I pop I'm ready

But steadily I been a mess with the proof

Off of my chest with these feelings for you

I'm isolating the feeling I need me some healing

Cause I see it's hurting you too

Look in my eyes and I mean it

When you feel defeated baby I'm feeling that too

Fuck a lot, cuss a lot, fill up the room

With the lies that we live until it turns to truth

And I knew that I couldn't be saved by you

'Cause I had a lover who left me bruised

Those are some wounds that I never could cover

By chasing a lover that's mental abuse

I dream of a paradise at night

I knew that it was over from the look in her eyes

I been screaming in the forest in the dead of the night

Hear her whispers through the trees just to keep me alive

I never rap anymore 'cause you hate it

I'm feeling frustrated my ego inflated

When I made a banger, released it, and made it

But now complications arise

The dead of the night's the only time I feel alive

I'm crawling inside to the cave where I write

The scriptures I'm keeping inside

I'm patiently flashing this light

You never noticed it

I wrote you letters on letters you told me that you were not focusing

Holding in

Words for a while with hope of a smile

'Cause I know you're fucking him when I'm not home

That's why you go ghost and answer your phone

In minutes for him

For me, a text wasn't wrote

I'm not that stupid you know

But still I'm attached to feeling attacked

I get from my dad all the shit that I have

You'll never know why it hurts me so bad

You'll never get why I'm feeling this sad

You get a dinner with parents, a father and mother

I feel embarrassed mine ain't love each other

I grew up poor in a middle class fantasy

Free lunch for me a whole sack filled with jealousy

I dream of a paradise at night

I knew that it was over from the look in her eyes

I been screaming in the forest in the dead of the night

Hear her whispers through the trees just to keep me alive

Numb to the feeling

Of feeling numb when I'm alone

I'm working constantly it's probably 'cause I don't wanna loathe

I cover up my ears and eyes

So I don't have to face my life

I got a brain I filled with lies

A suicidal paradise

I dream of a paradise at night

I knew that it was over from the look in her eyes

I been screaming in the forest in the dead of the night

Hear her whispers through the trees just to keep me alive

Fuck