Self Sabotage Lyrics

I put the knife in my back

I don't need fakes for that

Self sabotage, cut myself off from the pack

I need to choose a path

I need to pick a side

I ain't been feeling right

I think I'm losing time

Ha, ha

I'm the joke again

I'm the odd one out

All alone again

Don't sing my old songs

I'm afraid of them

Not the songs themselves

The guy inside of it

That guy was always the last one

Showing up late to the party

Tripping on girls and Bacardi

Not one who said he's sorry

It was always a bad time

No good times, no good side

Just a head rush in the lime light

An ego with no backside

Not one hit to back it up

Fake man he was acting up

Talking like it's bad enough

But he wrote songs to be sad enough

Always craved to be accepted

Not one songs impressive

Always wrote them just to fit in

Not like that I admit it

I'm not like that

I'm not like that

I just tell myself that I'm not like that

I just tell myself

I put the knife in my back

I don't need fakes for that

Self sabotage, cut myself off from the pack

I need to choose a path

I need to pick a side

I ain't been feeling right

I think I'm losing time

Ha, ha

I'm the joke again

I'm the odd one out

All alone again

Don't sing my old songs

I'm afraid of them

Not the songs themselves

The guy inside of it

I know I made my mistakes

I know I can't take 'em away

I'm tired of taking the blame

The feeling is always a shame

I knew it was a rocky start

But I look back and I hate it all

Every life I tried to play a part

I had no friends who would wanna call

Put myself into their own lane

I ain't switch ways and it's all pain

Took days just to take away the necessity of their company

A lifetime of my own life just to realize they ain't come for me

Say it straight to my own face, I can't tell if it's subtly

Suddenly I been walking back

Every choice I made till it fade to black

I can't clutch a show or chase a bag

I work too much but won't take a crack

I said I'd snap about thirty times

Only make or break was to break in half

Watch my step but it's the wrong time

So I'm clocking out of my own pad

Take time when I make it

I smoked it up and got faded

That's what it took for creation

It wasn't me I was faking

It was working out 'till I'm shaking

Throwing up and throw shade then

I quit it then felt amazing

But lately I feel basic

I put the knife in my back

I don't need fakes for that

Self sabotage, cut myself off from the pack

I need to choose a path

I need to pick a side

I ain't been feeling right

I think I'm losing time

Ha, ha

I'm the joke again

I'm the odd one out

All alone again

Don't sing my old songs

I'm afraid of them

Not the songs themselves

The guy inside of it